Adopted by Black Veil Brides

I Can't Go On

~This chapter is dedicated to motionlessinwhite47~

I decided to text Blakely we have hung out a lot lately. My dad said I should spend more time with him than Blakely. I told him that she was my best friend and that I would do anything for her. So I texted her.

(B=Blakely, G=me)

G-hey wyd

B- nothing but I have to tell you something

G- oh Lord your not pregnant cause if you are I am gonna kill you

B-no I'm not pregnant I don't even have a boyfriend

G- oh then what did you want to tell me

B- next summer I'm moving to Texas

G- no you can't why why are you moving no you can't please don't

B- because my family is here

G- oh ok I gtg Ima go do something then

~ end of convo ~

I walked down stairs trying not to cry. It didn't work the sniffling and shit. "What's wrong honey are you ok?" Dad asked me as I was walking outside. "Oh yeah everything's fine yeah I'm good" I said lying. "It doesn't seem like it are you sure" he asked again. "YES I AM FUCKING FINE OK" I said screaming at him. "I'm sorry it's just never mind" I said running upstairs crying.

( Andy's POV)

What was wrong with Gracie. I was worried about her. I decided to call CC to see if he would come over and try to get her to talk.

"Hey CC would you mind coming over a sec"

"Yeah sure what's wrong"

"It's Gracie she is crying and I asked her whats wrong and she screamed at me"

"Oh sure I will be there in a minute"

               ~end of conversation~

(Gracie's POV)

I heard dad talking to someone on the phone I didn't know who it was. He probably called someone to come see why I was crying. I got up and locked the door. I heard someone pull in the drive way and it was CC. He came in side and I heard dad say. "She's up in her room" then I heard CC say "ok". He knocked on the door and said "hey Gracie let me in". "No" I said  "ANDY SHE WONT OPEN THE DOOR" CC yelled. " the key is in my room" he said. "Ok" he said running to dad's room. He opened my door and said "why are you crying what's wrong". " nothing" I said lying. "I know when your lying now tell me what's wrong" he said coming over to me. "Get away CC i am not in the fucking mood I will rip your fucking eyes out if your fucking head" I said crying even more. Dad came up and said "Gracie what the hell he just want to know what's wrong". "You wouldn't understand" I said sniffling. "Ok how would I not understand" he said putting his hands on his hips trying to make me laugh. "You don't have your fucking BEST friend moving to FUCKING Texas next summer now do you, what you don't, oh thats what I thought now will you please leave now" I said trying to hold in the screams that were inside my head. " Oh my god Gracie I didn't know I'm sorry" both of them said. "Yeah well now you do so" I said lying back down on my bed.

(Andy's POV)

Oh my god Blakely is moving to Texas next summer. I had no idea. Gracie is broken up. She still has a year.

~ later that day~

(Gracie's POV)

Dad walked up to my room. "Go away dad" I said. "I wanted to know if you wanted any thing to eat you haven't ate all day" he said with a look of worry on his face. "I'm not hungry but thanks anyway" I said fake smiling. I just wanted to sleep for the rest of my life. Then Blakely walked up to my room. I didn't know she can over. "Gracie what's up" she said. " Oh I don't know maybe you are moving to Texas next summer" I said with my face in my pillow. " we still have a year we can still hang out ant shit" she said smiling. "Yeah I'm so gonna have fun thinking that it's all gonna be faded memories that are lost in the back of our minds" I said crying my eyes out. "Yeah memories" she said starting to cry too.

~ the next week~

"Gracie you have barely ate for a week you need to come down here and eat" dad said. "I'm not hungry" I said I still haven't gotten over the fact that Blakely is leaving. I got up and ate for dad.

~ the next month~

I got on Twitter.  Yeah I'm not gonna get on Twitter totally. I looked at all of the tweets cause my phone was vibrating cause i was tagged in things.  I'm guessing Blakely has already tweeted that she is moving cause I got tweets like 'you are making her leave' or  'no one wants you  here can't you see that already' and shit like that. I got another one that said " @bvb0325 she is leaving cause you are here she always said that she didn't like you and that you just another Bitch that clings on to her @andybvb just adopted you cause he felt sorry for you you know that right." I'm guessing dad read it cause he dropped what ever he was holding and ran up stairs he ran in my room to check to see if I saw it and he knew that I did. "Are you ok you know none of that is true she is leaving cause she is going to her real family. I adopted you cause i wanted to and I needed more responsibility none of it was true ok" he said laying down beside me in my bed. "I know but the thought of it being true is running through my mind." I said. "Well don't let it and come down stairs and eat something you have lost a lot of weight now come eat ice cream and watch batman with me" he said smiling. "Ok hold on" I said actually getting up and doing something in a month.

~10 months later~

I still haven't convinced Blakely to stay here and she is leaving next month. I am broken inside and I couldn't help it but I .I am broken. I barely eat . I have just completely lost my appetite.

~ the next month ~

Blakely is getting on her plane to go to Texas. I was crying my eyes out I couldn't go with her even though I would have gave anything to do so. Dad and I went home and I didn't talk to anyone for three days. The day that dad went to the recording studio I was left alone. Left alone in my mind and left alone in the house. I couldn't help it I wrote on my mirror ' I couldn't help it ,it had to be done I'm alone no one's here for me anymore I'm sorry I took your time". I took lots of pills I didnt even know what kind.

(Andy's POV)

I came home and I went to check on Gracie. She wasn't in her bed. There were pills on the floor in her bathroom I walked all of the way in and she was pasted out on the floor. I checked her pulse she was alive but barely breathing i call the ambulance. We took her to the hospital and they said she might not make it but I knew she would she is a tough young lady. I still couldn't believe that she would trying to kill her self over Blakely. She must have been a really good friend. What am i saying no one should lose their best friend. I just sat there and cried next to her in the hospital.

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Blakely I know we still have a year , but if you leave it won't be the same I will be that lonely emo loser on the corner. Please don't leave. Walking into middle and high school with out a best friend by my side isn't right. I know it's a year but I cried writing this.I couldn't stop crying. That's when you know we are best friends and you said you thought I was trying to end the friend ship. Now i know friendships never last unless we text all of the time which we don't right now but you get it I hope you liked the chapter.