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" Zindagi me Gamo ne kuch aisi
Sazish ki hai
Hmne to bs unse nizat pane
Ki khwahish ki hai
Tere zane ka gam zid pe Ada hai
Zahan se nikalta hi nhi
Ab kya kru tu hi bta jaan jati hai meri
or ye dard Mitta nhi "
Past :
Ruhani pov:
The sun.rays fell on my face making me wake up from my dreamland I stood and started my daily routine and came down after good 30 minutes
" Maa" I called yes maa Aditi's mother since when they got to know about that incident I am living here in Aditi home with Maa ans she always tried me like her own daughter the emptiness that I feel all my life of mother love I'm getting from her
" Yess , Ani wait beta I'm coming" She said ,
"It's OK Maa I'm leaving for office " I said , yahh office I completed my college a year ago and now I'm doing internship in Rathore group yahh it's just I'm in designing sector .
" Wait Ani atleast have breakfast beta"
She said with concern in her voice ,
" It's OK Maa I'll have it office " I said giving her a side hug and left from their not before listening her " yaad Se kha lena aur mereko call krke dikhana "
I came office send my whole routine start after doing all my work it have been 7 do I started packing my stuff and left for home .
I came back and fresh up and have dinner with Maa with our small talks and laughs after that we left for our rooms
I came back to my room and taking my diary and pen I came towards balcony .
And started doing my only work that gave me a kind of peace but you know what I also hate myself for this knowing it will never go in the hand where my heart wants it to be .
' I always thought of being strong not to think about him not to remember anything related to him and I do nobody here knows anything except dhruv bhai adi and Sneha but I also stood strong in front of them '
' Since the day he left and I regain consciousness that was the last day when I shed tears and have a break down after that I didn't give any of my emotions to over power me to shed tears on the things but deep down in my heart i don't know why but it seems like their is still a hope that tells me the things I feel with him the feelings it's not just a mere attraction it's not it's so.ething that is beyond beyond every other feeling that I have feel since today "
But what I can do nothing every time when my heart sank thinking about everything I make myself even stronger but can't help with the mere urge to tell him everything that happened every bit of my emotions but what can I do he is not here not for me to listen me ,
But helpless from my mere urge and feeling I started writing letters to him
but deep down I know that these letters were never going to him it's but for my satisfaction that one day hewill came back and read it all and can understand my love feeling but as I say it's just my dream that I dreamt just to give my soul a hope
" That day , adi asked me when he doesn't love me than why still I'm having a hope "
I tell her that it not that, but she read my eyes as she is not just my freind she is like my sister
She asked And senselessly it came out of my mouth
" I'm not having any hope adi it's just whenever I remember those eyes of his It never let me believe that he never love me "
" Those eyes of his doesn't show anything fake it's always seems as love it's never came Luke anything else it's always love or you can say more than love yhose eyes never lied "
But..... but I can't do any thing .......
Kabir pov:
It has been a long time when came here I thought I never loved her and It's the thruth but I don't know why whenever I see any thing my mind always relate it with her ,
I don't knows from the last 3 year I didn't even call dhruv once or I ask about her ,
I also don't want to ,
I don't want to think about her but don't know why deep in my mind and heart their is still a picture of hers where she slept in my arm , when she cried in my arm , but I don't I don't want to think anything about her that's why I kept myself all busy in work .
" Let's go Kabir how much work you will do " shivam said he is one of my freind here with whom I share my flat ,
" Yahh you go I'll come in sometime " I said engulfing in my work
" Kabir " he said
" Yahh "
" If you missed her this much that for what you are waiting just go before it will be too late " he said
" Wh..what are you saying I didn't muss any one " I said ignoring him
" You know what im talking about Kabir I know you were afraid of the mistake but still you can take a chance you know it's better that having a regret of life time
I'm seeing you suffering from last three years and you know it can be over "
" But.... but what if she hates me " I said feeling heavy in my chest just by thinking of her hating me
" It's never that late Kabir you know if their is slightest possibility then go please " he said
' i think and his words " that it's better than to regret life time to try once more " roam around my mind
I stood up and started
" Where are you going " he asked
" Home my home to my rooh " I said and run from their hearing his light chuckle.
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