Meri Jaan

Chapter 6

FEELS GOOD

AKSHAT'S POV

Did she just...

God! She really is something.

My heart raced so fast, she was so close, she held my hands. Her hands were soft, her touch, gentle.

The evening would end like this, maine socha nahi tha.

Ya maybe socha tha.

As it is her we're talking about.

It was good, spending the evening with her.

She is so vocal about her feelings.

Favourite person. That's what she said. She is not letting me forget that she likes me. How can a person be all good, so good?

Whatever it is, I'm gonna respect her and this relationship. I have nothing against her, or anyone for that matter. I thank god for keeping us together. Nothing wrong has happened till now.

1 week is left for our engagement and after this weekend I am off to go to Delhi for professional reasons. Business trip you can say. To follow my passion and responsibilities.

I hope yahan kuch gadbad na ho.

I drove my way back to my place thinking about today's events. I'm happy i made her feel appreciated. She deserves it for what she is doing. She was all about knowing me and finding our common interests and me?

I just managed to know her favourite colour. Colours if i may add. *Sighs*

However, watching her energetic sunshine self get shy and timid just because of my few words makes me feel all useful. Proud even.

She makes me feel.

I'm glad i told her that she should never think otherwise of herself, and I am even more glad the consequences it had.

The colour on her face.

Is this how people feel with their partners? Feeling like the king of the world just because you made them laugh, blush, smile! It feels strangely warm... and fuzzy.

I can have her accompany me, for my life. I don't know about so far right now. Itne saalon ke baad achaanak kisi ke saamne khuli kitaab ban na mere liye asaan nahi h toh pyaar tak ka toh mujhe nahi pata. But having someone beside you feels good.

During childhood i used to believe there is no where in between, ya toh pyaar hai ya nahi hai but with time i saw how the people in this world, in my house were. And it was enough to stir up my beliefs.

But with her, i hope it's gonna be different.

Should i call her?

I should tell her about my trip after this weekend. Afterall it's Thursday today.

I called her and waited for her to pick it up.

The ring went off as the call was picked up but there was no response from her till now. I was about to hang up and redial just when she spoke.