⟬𝐎𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠⟭ My Captain Buggy 💙 {-ImBlue ʕ⁠'⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠'⁠ʔ}

28. Shopping 2

We went to so many different stores. Buying shoes, shirts, pants, dresses, purses, earrings, makeup and more. It was so much just for simple dates.

Hell if I know I never been away before. So I don't know anything. I just sit back and go with the flow. After all I supposed to settle on one thing. And that's open up my feelings. Seeing what the heart wants. Or what I want.

Nothing has changed I still feel the same about Buggy and Alvida. I still feel love and safe by her. And I feel protected and wanted by him.

I couldn't wait until the dates come around. I want to spend my time with both of them. I wonder who would I end up with. Buggy? Alvida?

What am I thinking about?

Who am I kidding?

Why am I even taking this?

Does it even matter?

Should I even care who I go with?

Should I have said no to both of them?

Would it be better?

Would it be worse?

Do I even like them?

Yes? No? Maybe?

This is too much I can't think I got to do something with myself. Something to me forget what I'm thinking. Something to help me with my nervousness. With everything. I need to think. No. I need a drink.

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[Buggy's POV]

I wonder what she's up to. I hope she's thinking about me. I wonder if I screw up on these little dates that we're going to be having.

I don't think so. I'll put on almost flashy, show date for her. And I will win her heart over. No matter what.

I will protect her. I will love her. I will care for her. I will heal her. I will be there for her. I will support her. I will watch over her. I will be there for her.

That's because I love her. I love Y/n. And nobody can have her. But me. These days are going by really slow. I'll speed them up with a drink. Or two.