✎ ' just a coincidence ' - 옆집 소년🌼

ep 3 = change

i burst into yuna's apartment. in a rush for her embrace, i was a mess.

"yuna!!" i cried, as i ran around her apartment in search of yuna.

"mi-ryung? what happened?!" yuna came running down the stairs pulling me into a deep hug. she was only one year older then me and i she has been through plenty of breakups so hopefully, she had advice for me.. 

"mi-ryung. speak, now!" yuna forced my head up to look at her.

"i..  im a cheater!!" i shouted.

"w-what?" she stopped hugging me and stood infront of me confused, " a little more explaining?"

"i went on a date with byung-chul, but then yongbok joined, and i thought the waiter was cute and i kissed him and yongbok saw and then the wait-" yuna cut me off.

"gosh.. you are such a idiot!" yuna told me, "my stupid young idiot.." she pulled me back into her embrace. "then why are you crying, you got the waiter right?" yuna asked.

"uhm.. even the waiter thought what i did was wrong.. so no." i was sad, "i'm wrong aren't i?" 

"yes, but you can fix yourself! i've picked myself up at least 3 times before you got this, and you have me!!" yuna reassured me.

"t-thank you.." i sniffled, "but is it fine if i stay here with you.?" 

"of course, but how are you going to do with college?" yuna seemed a bit worried.

"i-i.. i was thinking of dropping out.." upon hearing my response she flipped out.

"what-?! pookie, you can be a cheater sure.. but dropping out of college?! what's gotten into your mind?!" yuna was dissapointed, and i couldn't blame her. she was like my mother, someone with great wisdom, the one i could talk to about anything, and that's all because of her age, besides due to moving far for college she's my like 'new' mom. 

"listen, we'll talk more in the morning. you need some sleep.. night," yuna walked me down the hallway to the guest bedroom.

i laid staring into the faded memories that popped into my head, he's just a dandelion... he was my dandelion. then i blew him away, right my fault. i couldn't just sleep it off, his broken eyes popped in my head whenever i turned. then yongboks.. i messed up bigtime, it's not like i got to date the one i wanted.. why'd i do that? i know i'm beating myself up, but  it was a bad habit. and i  know you probably have done this before, right?... i ended up falling asleep in tears.

"morning, sleepy head, how you feelin?" yuna stroked my hair gently.

"eh, can i sleep more.." i replied weakly, not even moving my hands.

"we have college, but did you decide?" she lifted my chin, and looked at me for awhile maintaining eye contact.

"i can't leave you by yourself.. i'll come, just i don't want to see byung-chul.. okay?" i told yuna.

"of course, i'll be by your side the whole time. besides are you going to find the waiter?" yuna's words woke me up, i forgot i could go back and talk to him.

"i can try! will you come with me though?" i begged yuna, "pleeeeassseee~!" 

"fiiine.. just get ready we're leaving in 20 minutes." yuna rolled her eyes tauntingly. while i ran around the apartment from bedroom to bathroom finding my stuff, i tripped over everything. i finally grabbed my backpack and ran into yuna. making her knock over her stuff.

"sorry yuna!!" i cried. while i helped her pick up the notebooks and pencils that had fallen on the floor. 

"it's fine, you ready to go?" we both rose up from the floor.

"yep!!" i cheered.

"let's go then, we don't want to be late!" yuna said as we both rushed out the door to the car. 

"do you think the byung-chul came..?" i asked yuna.

"even if he did, he would be in the upper classes. so as long as you stay away from there you don't have to find out.." yuna replied.

"true.." i worried, to calm down and take my mind off things i thought of woonhak. his smile, his eyes, soft hair, gentle hands, and our kiss.. i am a very lovesick puppy if you couldn't tell, i mean upon woonhak i feel as if cupid just attacked me with 96 arrows. but he didn't seem to pleased with the kiss as much as i was, he seemed more upset if anything.

"hey, we're here." yuna woke me up from my daydream. 

"alright.. see you around yuna!!" i walked out the car, with a deep breathe. i tried to prepare myself for the worst.