(There's a song you can listen to while reading that's in the second slide)
Loneliness or Freedom. Two sides of the same coin. No one to wake him up in the morning, no one to wait for him at night, not a single care in the world.
The moonlight shining through the tinted glass pane. Silky golden hair glowing through a sorrowful room. Kaveh lays sleeping on his bed surrounded by books stacked two feet high with blue prints laying on top. His room has never been so cluttered. Usually his room was messy in an organized manner but there was no one else to nag him about it anymore. Uncomfortable silence eating Kaveh away. Leading him to stay attached to his bed.
He was free to do whatever he desired but what was a man to do with so much time on his hands. The best thing to do was stay at home, where him and his lover used to be. The memories that lay within those moments of each passing day. If it was kissing or fighting it was too much to bare to stay away, especially since his lover was no longer in sight.
..
The door bell rings, Tighnari knocks but not a single word, he tries the door. He opens the door only to find all of Alhaithams belongings surrounding the house. A trail of books lead to Kavehs room and there he lay, a sadden soul awaiting to be reunited with him.
"Kaveh?"
"...what" he mumbled.
"I was told to check on you, since you've missed quite a bit of work... they said they'll have to fire you if you don't show up sooner rather than later"
"I don't care if they fire me or not"
"Kaveh... are you okay? I know it's hard especially since... but, we have to move on"
"..I don't want to move on."
"..Maybe we could all have a get together"
"You're not listening. You don't understand how could YOU understand what I am going through."
"That's not fair. Just because I didn't loose my lover doesn't mean I haven't lost people close to me."
Uncomfortable silence travels through them. "I'll arrange a get together soon, for now keep don't push yourself" Tighnari takes his leave.Kaveh softly sobs.. "How could you leave me, Alhaitham.., please come back," tears staining his face.
He missed the way they'd argue, the way Alhaitham would yell and they'd bicker back forth until one of them broke the tension. They would fight and then makeup for it with the long nights of holding each other. He missed Alhaitham's warm embrace, the way he cherished every curve. The way he'd trace his finger tips along Kaveh's embellished skin. he'd leave marks everywhere. Taking everything in, both panting, eyes yearning for the other one, memorizing every sensation of every moment. When he'd wake up before Kaveh to gaze upon his beauty.
The moments when Kaveh would come home from 12 hour shifts just to make sure he could pay rent. He'd pass out on the couch until his night in shining armour would wrap him up in a blanket and bring him to his bed, where they lay holding each other praying they could stay like that forever.
What is one to do when you're everything vanishes, not being able to bring them back. When your light in the darkness finally goes out and now you're left in pure solitude. The somber darkness starts to consume your soul, left in sheer sorrow, holding onto that one bit of hope that they will come back.
Only then did Kaveh have his heart set.
"I don't want to move on, how can I live in a world without you, without your warm touch, your beautiful yet annoyingly handsome face.. I want you to nag me when I'm behind and hold me when I'm sad.
You're my love, my forever, my one and only."
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The rain hits the concrete, the water slides
Down caressing the words of each lover's stone.. The wind singing, the two souls intertwining and chasing after each other, finally reunited. The faint laughter, travels among sky leaving a rainbow after a dark storm.-End-
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Hi Everyone ( ' ▽ ' )
The second part of the last chapter will be discontinued for now. I've come to this decision so that I can continue to work on my other works. I sincerely apologize for not uploading sooner as I struggle a lot with my mental health. Even so, thank you to everyone who has read all of my works so far. I can't wait to share more !! Remember to stay safe and healthy ♡ !!︎- chaii_rq シ
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