Karl went into his room with tears in his eyes , he walked over to his desk and opened the first drawer , that's when he found his diary , he hadn't written in it since him and sapnap were.. close you can say, now times have changed and they were not so close anymore since sapnap was hanging out with Heather
He took it out and he opened it , he saw the last page and ripped it apart crumbling it and throwing it somewhere in his room , he had written how sapnap had given him his sweater and he was so happy about it but he isn't the only person who had sapnaps clothes
He took a pen and started writing the date
3rd of December 2019
He signed to himself as he remembered that this was the date he stopped writing last year , he continued
"I still remember that 3rd of December he gave me his sweater, he said it looked better on me that it did to him "
Karl wrote as a tear fell in the page
"How much I liked him , but I watched his eyes as she walked by , now diary who is she , well this girl named heather is sapnaps new friend or girlfriend I don't know we don't talk that much anymore and his doesn't tell me , she had ruined our friendship and future relationship"
Karl wrote furious hoping that heather was dead
"What a sigh for shore eyes brighter that the blue sky she got u mesmerized while I die"
Karl was always a poetic person and loved writing little poems which depend on his mood
He stopped writing and got up and walked in his closet picking up the hoodie that sapnap gave him , it was a Nike grey sweater and threw it on the diary, he remembered that the day sapnap had given it to him they had also shared a kiss , their first kiss
"Why would u ever kiss me I'm not even half as pretty, you gave me your sweater it's just polyester but you liked her better , I wish I were heather"
Karl took some scissors and decide to cut the sweater a bit , he cutted the crewneck off and threw it somewhere in his messy room
"I watch as she stand with you holding her arm put your hands around her shoulder now I'm getting colder"
Karl wrote, he remember the day that he saw sapnap holding heathers shoulder and hugging her, he never holded Karl's shoulder like that , why that's not fair wondered to himself
"But how could I hate her , she is such an angel but then again kind of wish she were dead as she walks by "
Heather was such a pretty girl, the whole school wanted her she was the stereotype , blonde hair ,tan ,blue eyes hourglass figure,nice sense of style, friendly , an extrovert, kind , and most importantly preety
Karl though he was the polar opposite of her that's why sapnap didn't like him back
Why did he ever kiss me I'm ugly karl though and broke down in tears , that's not fair he thought
He picked up the pen and wrote
" I wish I were heather" in big letters
Closing his diary and putting on the lock , locking it and throwing away the key and shoving the diary back in the drawer
Then he took his phone and blocked sapnap on everything tossing his phone in his bed and walking out of his bedroom
Sapnap was done
~end~
I love this so much also i wrote this is my songshots book so read it there aswell
And a question, did y'all get a sweater today , I didn't
