'Monster Aren't Supposed To Cry'

back in time....?

Injoy!

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"-so me and Ichigo were wondering when should the next meeting for the club be?" numb,he felt numb......itadori blinked,notice his sorroundings

his old room,he was in his old room,

There was no mistaking it,those grey walls,that shelf,he can see the chainsaw man manga book cover on the bottom section-it was his room

How-what......okay good so now he's hallucinating too,he wanted to laugh,how pitiable can a person be,he can see his vision getting blurry,probabaly tears,he wanted to laugh but he couldn't,he was tired, emotionally so,and against his better judgement he noticed........how he physically didn't feel pain,not much so

This was weird, hallucinating weren't supposed to be this real,not that much real that he hear some voice from the device that's held in his hand,the voices that sound suspiciously like his old friends,the one he has no idea about and can only hope are in good condition,the best that could even hope is that they're alive,even that'd be stupid of him

He's knows how stupid he is,stupid enough to think he can choose the way he wants to die,stupid enough to think he'd win against the sukuna,he knew it wasn't a smart move to dive head first into battle with sukuna with heruguma,but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't tempted to just die,to at least die trying

'you aren't suppose to die,you'll be murderer,a killer,a disgrace if you die without erasing your sin, without paying for them,you know you deserve the suffering,the loss,the everything,you deserve it'

shut up

,you let them die,you killed them yourself all the people in Shibuya

Shut.up

those girls,all of them,you killed them, if you would've just-'

"SHUT UP!" Pants left the pink haired teens mouth,it was silent,even the noises from the device were no longer heard,though the constant beeping was an indication of the call still on

Was this another one of sukuna's trick? Was it him playing tricks of him? Has he finally gone insane-? Where is heruguma,wasn't he supposed to fight with him?-

His eyes blurred,his paranoia was there,his guards were up,this felt to real to be a dream,why was in his old house?,wasn't it supposed to be destroyed or something,what's....what's happening

And not for the first time in life,quite the contrary actually,yuji felt.....lost.

Suddenly the feeling of nausea was made very clear by the urge to throw that he could no longer control,so he threw up,on the floor

The last thing he remembered before passing out was the ground comings closer and the constant beeping from a device long forgotten on the floor

His head was pounding,like splitting his head in two kind of pounding,he swear he'll go unconscious.again

...wait...again!?

He sat upright that did absolutely nothing to headache accept increase it, he realized he'd been laying down,his eyes scanned for any threats as he looked at his surrounding

Still his room.......

He didn't knew how to feel about this,he doesn't understand,the last thing he knew before this strange ...incident is him and heruguma joining to fight with sukuna.....and than he'd accidently......... activated......something within him if his glowing body was anything to go by

......what was the meaning of that?,he looked around to find a little peice of paper on his bedside with some scribble on it

'god itadori,give us quite a scare there didn't you? What'd you even eat yesterday???,anyways other things aside we cleaned you hoise a little god it sucked ass,we were going to open finger today,if you aren't able to make it it's fine,me and sasaki are enough,well show it to you tomorrow,cause damn yuji that actually looked scary,and smelled bad-okay I'll stop now,don't get up or overwork yourself,and hope you get better soon^_^