Frozen Heart || GOT7 Jackson *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 16 : Why must I loved you?

Jackson's P.O.V
I saw him..a very familiar person. Its JYP or as known as Park Jinyoung, the CEO of JYP Entertainment. I was shocked.
"Jackson, Wang Jackson right?" Asked him. He held his hand and I shook hands with him.
"Ye..yes..sir." I said.
"Haha, just call me hyung. You got that form right? Fill it and come to JYP Ent next week. The details are on the form. I wish you luck." He said as he tapped my shoulder. He then walked leaving me that was still suprised.
"OMG! Congrats!! Wangie puppy! Congrats!" She said as she cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips. I become more suprised. I froze thinking what just happen. Did JYP just meet me? Did Ji Eun kissed me? I looked at Ji Eun who was also looking at me.

Ji Eun's P.O.V
I was very happy for him. My hand moves automaticly as a cupped his cheeks and kissed him. I was also shocked. I froze for a second. I saw Jackson. He looked at me. He then touched his lips.
"What was that..?" He asked after being silent for a moment.
"Ermm..nothing. Let's go home! You need more practice after this!" I said as I pulled him. He just followed me. We went home after that.

The next morning, grocery.
Ji Eun's P.O.V
I woke up earlier since it was holiday. I went to the grocery to buy some food. I paid the bill and walked out the grocery. I enjoyed the scenery there. The air was so fresh. For a second I thought that being a human was nice.
I walked and walked as I passed a big building. My foot stopped as I looked at the building. 'JYP Entertainment' I read the signboard. Beside the signboard, there was full of pictures of people that was debuted and became popular through JYP Ent. Wonder girls, miss A, 2PM, 2AM...and I imagined that Jackson's pic will be there. Suddenly I remembered last night conversation with Jackson.

Flashback, last night before going to sleep.
I quickly turned off the light after I saw Jackson was laying on the bed. I thought that he was sleeping. I went to my place which was the sofa and land my body onto it. I tried to sleep. Then I heard someone was turning on the light. I opened my eyes and I saw Jackson who was sitting on his bed. He switched on the small light beside him.
"Not sleeping?" I asked him as I sat on the sofa.
"Hmm..not yet." He answered me.
"Hurrm..Ji Ji.." He said.
"What?" I asked him as I went to him and sat beside him.
"Help me please.." He said as he looked at me.
"Help me please..this will be the last time. I need your help, Ji Eun. This audition. I need to win this. I need to get first place. I need to debut. Please..Ji Eun..help me. I really need this good opportunity. Debut..was a dream come true for me and my parents. I need to show them. I need to make them happy up there. So please..help me for the last time?" He said as he grabbed my hand. I looked into his eyes. The look in his eyes was very sincerely. I don't know why I feel sad. I felt like I will be disappeared soon. I faked my smile.
"Don't worry, I will help you. Don't worry, Wang Jackson." I answered him.

Flashback finished.
I looked at the building again. My heart felt weird right now. A tear streamed down my face and dropped onto the ground. The tears keep flowing..more and more..I wiped my tears. I walked passed the building. I don't know where to go. I just followed where my feets lead me to. Why must I loved him? Why must I leave him? Why? I don't want to disappear. I don't want to leave him. I just want to live happily with him. Why?..I walked and walked. I sat on the bench nearby. I saw a couple was walking passing me. I want to become like them. Being a human, happy, wearing a couple T, eat together...have fun together. I want to be like a human. I want to be a human..but I can't because it can hurts Jackson. I have to betray him in order for me to become a human. But I don't want to hurt him. I need to protect him...I will do anything to help him..even though I will be turning into a sea foam...even though I will disappear..because I was his knight. I stood up and walked. I want to go home. I walked and walked. It feels weird. I walked along the streets. I don't know this place. I just continue walking hoping that I will be reaching home soon.