Frozen Heart || GOT7 Jackson *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 35 : Getting worst

Jackson's P.O.V
I peeked through the door and I saw Ji Eun was hugging Jinyoung while smiling.
What was happening here!? Im Ji Eun..I don't know why my heart felt so heavy right now..Its..hurt..so much..
I closed the door and walked towards the practice room where Minji was waiting for me. I walked at her. She showed me a smile. Maybe a fake one.
"Jackson ahh..Did something happen..between you two?" She asked.
I stared at her face. I sighed.
"No..its nothing actually." I said.
"Jackson..do you..No! What is your relationship with Ji Eun?!" She asked.
I was queit shocked. Why she was asking a question like this?
"Hmmm..Ji Eun and I..No! We were just friend. Nothing more than that." I said and I flashed a smile at Minji.
I don't want anyone to know about my relationship with Ji Eun.
And suddenly..
I heard the door was opened. I faced my head towards the door. It was Ji Eun..with Jinyoung for sure.
"Ehem...Jackson..I want to say sorry for the incident. You was right. I was supposed to save Minji. And Minji..Sorry..for not taking a good care of you." Said Ji Eun. I stared at her face. She has a smile on her face but I knew it was a fake one. She was looking at Minji. She was not looking at me at all. I stood up.
"Gwenchana..hurm..Its okay...hurm..its about lunch time..lets go have lunch then." I awkwardly said. Ji Eun just nodded..so do Jinyoung.

Ji Eun's P.O.V
After I was calmed down by Jinyoung. I walked towards the practice room with him. I laughed at the jokes he tried to make. It was not that funny actually, but I'm happy that I have a someone that want to make me happy..beside Jackson.
I wanted to open the door but I froze when I heard something. It was Minji.
"Jackson..do you..No! What is your relationship with Ji Eun?!" Asked Minji.
I peeked through the door. I hoped Jackson will answer the truth.
"Hmmm..Ji Eun and I..No! We were just friend. Nothing more than that." I heard he said.
Jackson...did he just said that!? Jackson..My heart crashed and shattered. I tried to calm down.
"Ji Eun..Gwenchana?" Asked Jinyoung and he pat my shoulder.
"Maybe..." I barely spoke.. almost whispering.
I pushed the door and acted like nothing happened.
I went to Minji and Jackson and apologized.
I could sense that Jackson was staring at me. I avoid my gaze with his. I don't want to face him right now.
"Gwenchana..hurm..Its okay...hurm..its about lunch time..lets go have lunch then."
Jackson said as he rubbed the back of his neck.
I nodded. I went to my bag and opened it. I'm just realized that I forgot to prepare lunch for me and Jackson. I slapped my forehead.
"Aaaah!!! You pabo!!" I said as I facepalmed myself.
And suddenly I felt a warm hand holding mine.
"Hajima! Don't ruin your beautiful face. Its okay. Lets go to cafeteria then." Said Jackson as he smirked.
He was still holding my hand. I smirked. I miss him. I miss holding his warm hand so much.
He let go of my hand and messed with my hair. He then went towards Minji and helped her. I saw them leaving first.
I touched my head. I smiled.
"Yaaa Princess Ji! I know you were in heaven right now but lets go have lunch first. Baegopa!!" Yelled Jinyoung.
He went towards my and locked my head with his arms. He messed with my hair.
"YAAAH!!! PARK JINYOUNG! YOU BETTER STOP OR-" He quickly let go of my head. He walked towards the door like nothing happened.
I fixed my hair and followed Jinyoung.
I pushed the door and followed Jinyoung. I could see he was looking at something at the corner of the wall.
He leaned against the wall and sighed.
Did something happen?
I poked his shoulder.
"Yaah! Mwohae!?" I asked.
"Hajima.." He said.
"Mwo!?"
"Just..Hajima..Don't look at it." Said Jinyoung..staring at me..
What now!?!? Why he was acting like this?!
I tried to peek at the wall and he grabbed my arm.
"I said don't look at it!" He sounded so serious. Its making me more curious.
I pushed him aside. I peeked to see what happened.
My eyes widen in shocked. No way! I thinked my eyes were tricking me. Please tell me this is a dream..I tried to slap myself. Please..I couldn't believe what I just saw... Jackson amd Minji were...were...kissing...
I felt like my world gonna crashed. I leaned against the wall. My legs was trembling. My tears gonna fall in any second. I bit my lips.
"Ji Eun ah.." Said Jinyoung looking at me.
"I told you.." Said him again.
"Jin...Jinyoung ah..Jebal..take me far away from here..I don't want to be here." I said as I grabbed his arm. I noticed that my hands was trembling..I could felt a hot liquid sliding down my cheeks. My heart felt like being stabbed..Jackson..why!? Why Jackson why!?!? Do you love Minji more!? This is getting worst..our relationship was getting worst..
Jinyoung grabbed my hand and brought me into a dark room. He switched on the light. It was the recording room.
"We can be here all day since nobody gonna use this room today." He said.
I immidiately fell on the floor. My legs has gave up. I sobbed.
Jinyoung squated beside me and pat my shoulder.
"Ji Eun ahh..Its okay..Let it go..Just cry..I will be your shoulder..Just let it all go" He said as he kept patting me.
I couldn't hold it anymore. I burst into tears. At first, it was just slowly and silencely falling down..and then it fells like a river.
I wiped my tears. Jackson...I need an explanation for this..Why..he was cheating on me? He was the innocent and the most trustworthy person in the world I ever met.
"Hurmm...Ji Eun..Are you hungry..Let me go buy you something.." Offered Jinyoung after a long silence.
"Ermm..I'm not hungry..If you want to go..just go..I'll be fine here...hurm..and Jinyoung..thanks..for being with me." I said as I tried to smile.
"Well..its okay then.. Don't smile if you don't feel to. I'll buy you snacks. Its my treats." He said as he playfully hit my shoulder before he go.
I banged my head on the wall. It doesn't hurt but my heart was hurt.. I sighed.

Jackson' P.O.V
I sat opposite Minji. I looked at her. I was about to talk until I saw Jinyoung was making his way here. He just walked passed by me. I saw he went straight to the seller. He bought some snacks. Why was he alone now? My mind was wandering where was Ji Eun..I don't know why I had a bad feeling right now. I grabbed Jinyoung's arm as he was passing by my table.
"What!?" Asked Jinyoung coldly without even looking at me.
"Wh..where is Ji Eun?" I asked him.
He pushed my hand away harshly.
He fixed his gaze at me. He was looking at me..straight in the eyes.
"Ji Eun..Don't ask about her. She probably don't want to see you now." Said Jinyoung coldly while looking at me.
He then just walked away...leaving me speechless.
I rubbed my face as I sighed.
"Jackson..." Said Minji who was sitting in front of me.
"You..You better shut up now! After what you had done to me!" I said almost screaming at her. I hoped Ji Eun doesn't know about this.
"Sh*t." I cursed.
I leaned back and closed my eyes. My mind was playing back the incident.

Flashback..
Jackson's P.O.V
I pushed the practice room door after I helped Minji. Now she was walking beside me to the cafeteria.
"Ahh!" Screamed Minji.
I immidiately caught her. Thanks god she doesn't fall. It would make her ankle even worst.
"Be more careful..since our performances day is near..and you don't want to hurt your ankle more, right?" I said as her while flashing a smile.
"Jackson.." She said.
"Ermm..Wh-" I was cut off but Minji.
She crashed her lips against mine. I tried to push her away but she grabbed my cheeks pulling me deeper into her kiss.
I almost melted in her kiss but I stop when my mind was thinking about Ji Eun.
I pushed Minji away until her back were crashed against the wall. I don't care about her ankle anymore. I wiped my lips. I felt grossed. My eyes caught something or someone was moving behind the wall. I hoped it was not Ji Eun. She can't see this. I sighed. I continue making my way towards the cafeteria.

End of the flashback..
Jackson's P.O.V
I opened my eyes and stared at Minji who was looking at me.
"Why!? Why did you do that!?" I asked her in a cold tone.
"Because..I hate seeing you with Ji Eun..You said you have nothing to do with her b-"
"Shut the f*ck up Minji." I couldn't control my anger anymore. I got up from my chair and went straight towards the rooftop...I rubbed my face. I'm sorry Ji Eun..I'm just continue hoping that she doesn't know about this...