Frozen Heart || GOT7 Jackson *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 37 : My only fool.

Ji Eun's P.O.V
"BECAUSE YOU HAVE MINJI!!".
I couldn't believe that I said those words towards him. I dragged Jinyoung outside the practice room. My knee felt weak. I fell on the floor as soon as I closed the door.
I tried to hold my tears..but I couldn't.
"Ji Eun ahh.." Said Jinyoung.
I cried and cried. I peeked inside the practice room.
Jackson...he was crying..he was on the floor..just like me crying..
My heart ached. I looked at him at my tears slid down my cheeks.
Is the the ending for us?...Will our relationship be over? Just like this?
He was crying..inside..Why..
He wiped his tears as he looked at his phone. Maybe someone was calling him.
He answered it. I wonder who was calling him.
"Erm..Minji. No! No. I'm not crying. Just having a runny nose. Ahahaah.."
He said.
I snorted. So it was Minji. Why I was crying over this? I knew he doesn't love me anymore. I stood up. I dragged Jinyoung into the piano room.
"Ji Eun ahh! Are you okay?"
He asked in a worried tone.
"Erm. I was a fool to cry over him. Well..lets just continue to practice. Tomorrow is the party, right? We have to do our best tomorrow."
I said.
"Well..if like that..okay..lets practice then." Said Jinyoung.
I glad I have a friend that was very understanding like Jinyoung. No wonder Suzy fell for him.
My mind wanders around. What song should I sing tomorrow? I'm still blank. I haven't decided what song to sing..and the D-day was tomorrow..Well..I sighed..

D-Day. YG Entertainment.
Jackson's P.O.V
I felt very nervous. I sipped my drink from my bottle. The Friendship Party with YG Entertainment was very awesome. It was very noisy here. I could see some talented trainees from YG. Its nice. I sat on the seat that were prepared. Minji sat beside me as she was my performance partner. I looked around. My eyes accidently caught Ji Eun's eyes. She was looking at me too. I couldn't read her expression. We looked at each other for a while. I miss her..I want her..I want her back. I swallowed my tears as I moved my gaze towards other direction. I tried to hold my tears.
"Jackson aah..Whats wrong? Are you crying?" Asked Minji.
She touched my shoulder.
"A.. Ani. I'm not crying. Just..there is something inside my eyes." I said.
"Ouh..I can help you." She said.
She then moved closer towards me and blew some air on my eyes.
"Done! I hope your eyes was healed now. Hehe." Said Minji as she giggled.
"T-Thanks.." I said as I glanced at Ji Eun.
She was staring at me. She moved her gaze as she noticed that I was looking at her. Its getting complicated now.
"Jackson, Minji, Jinyoung..and..Oh! Ji Eun too. Please be ready for performance. You guys need to be at the backstage now."
Said JYP suddenly out of nowhere.
I nodded. I stood up so do Minji. We went inside the backstage followed by Ji Eun and Jinyoung.
WINNER, YG Entertainment's boy band was performing now. I was next with Minji. I felt nervous. I never felt like this before. The stage was pretty big. I was sweating a lot.
"Jackson. You look so pale..Are you okay? We're going to perform after this.."
Said Minji.
"I don't know..I felt weird.." I said. My head was spinning. Stage fright? No I don't have stage fright. It was first time for me feeling sick before a performance. Maybe the stage was big and a lot of people was watching. Maybe..JYP and YG president, Yang Hyun Suk was watching too. I took another sipped of my drink as I felt someone was poking my shoulder. I looked up. It was Jinyoung. He was holding a plactic bag.
He handed me the bag. I looked inside. There was some panadols and chocolates.
I looked at Jinyoung.
"That was from Ji Eun." He simply said.
He was going to leave. I caught his hand.
"Thank you, pass it to her." I said as I smiled.
He nodded and left. I smiled. She still care about me. I took the medicine and prepared for my performance.

Finally..It was my turn. I was feeling good now. Thanks to Ji Eun. We introduced ourselves and bowed.
'Troublemaker' was played and I performed just like we did in the practice.

Yang Hyun Suk complimented me. He said I was good. I smiled. We bowed and walked into the backstage. Finally it was over.
I saw Jinyoung was leaning against the wall. Maybe he was next.
He saw me. I walked toward him.
"Good job, bro. You did well." He said.
"Thanks.." I replied.
It was awkward now. We used to talk more.
"I was next so I'm going to hurry. So..its about Ji Eun.." He suddenly said.
I looked at him.
"Ji Eun..She still love you. She went shopping with me because she was preparing a special event for you. She was doing all those things..just for you. It was a misunderstanding. She was not dating me. I was still with Suzy. She was hurt seeing you with Minji since you're being nice to her recently. And she thought you was dating her..Its hurt to see her cry anymore..I'm just her friend and you're still her boyfriend. Please fix your relationship with her. I know you're still in love with her. I know you don't love Minji at all."
Explained Jinyoung. He patted my shoulder. I was shocked. The complicated things was cleared now. I felt stupid for not trusting my own girlfriend. I even accused her dating my own bestfriend. I even ignored her when I got my new partner. I scolded her for something she didn't do. I snorted. I was the badest boyfriend ever. Jinyoung patted my shoulder.
"I'm going now. Its my turn."
He said.
"Good luck...my friend..and thanks.." I said as I tried to smile.
He smiled back and continue to walk..making his way on the big stage.
I made my way towards the waiting room. I knew Ji Eun was inside. I wanted to talk to her..Maybe not now..Maybe later..After her performance.... I continue making my way to my seat as I watched Jinyoung's performance.