A stranger I once knew

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I used to know you
I used to know how you laughed
How you smiled, how you wrote, how you drew, how beautiful you looked
But now, as i stare at this stupid computer screen
I'm no longer looking at funny pictures you're sending me
I don't hear your voice in my headset as we both laugh about stuff that happened at school
It's funny how fast things change
I don't get why you hate me
I don't get why I wasn't enough
I mean, you told me reasons
But what made you turn?
I should have caught onto the signs you didn't like me
I'm a horrible person i know
But i would have fixed whatever i did wrong
You didn't give me a chance to help
I wish i could have
I can't express how i feel
It changes from time to time
First i'm confused
Then im angry
Then i'm sad
Then i'm just numb
I came to terms with the fact that you're never coming back
I came to the terms that you ruined how i see myself
I don't understand
I've moved on, but i also haven't
You were everything
Now you're nothing
Just a stranger whose house i pass by to get fast food
Someone whose username is stuck in my head
Someone who used to know everything about me
Someone who I used to know everything about.
Someone who I used to love.

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