I woke up around 9:00. Shit! The boys have to be at the airport in a hour.Haleigh was already up sitting in the living room watching My Little Pony and drinking coffee. Yes she still watches My Little Pony. She is a big Rainbow Dash fan. For the last 4 years for Halloween shes gone as Rainbow Dash.
I tried to get her to go as FlutterShy or Pinkie Pie and she yelled at me and told me no. I laughed and she looked at me and smiled. "There's my pregnant sleepy head." She said and I just rolled my eyes and shook my head. I went and grabbed some Iced Tea and sat down in the floor and turned on Paw Patrol. Yes I still watch that. I love Chace and Zuma. Haleigh looked at me and huffed.
"Are Cardo and Sky up yet?" I asked her and she shook her head no. "Lets scare them." I said and she nodded. I grabbed the air horn from under the cubbord and Haleigh grabbed her puppy Snickers. He was a chiuwawa Huskey mix.
He only got as big as a chiuahwa and looked like a huskey. Whenever he heard a horn he barked. We quitly opened the door and looked at the boys. "Aw they look so peaceful." I whispered and Haleigh nodded and I hit the button on the airhorn and Snickers started barking. When the horn went off the boys shot up from bed. Sky bumped his head off the bottom of the top bunk and Ricardo fell off the top bunk and onto the floor landing on the pillows we set there.
Haleigh and I laughed so hard I almost pissed myself. After about 3 minutes of laughing the boys got out of bed. we went out in the living room as they got dressed. When they got out it was around 9:20.
"Hey we will have breakfast for you when you guys get back from picking up the boys.bThey will be at gate 6 when they come out." I said and Ricardo and Sky nodded. I sent Sky a picture of the boys. "Thats them so look for them and text me when your on your way back Sky. I love you." I said as I kissed his cheek and gave Ricardo a hug. Haleigh did the oppisite and gave Ricardo a kiss on the cheek and Sky a hug. Once the boys left I started to panic.
They are gonna be back in a little over an hour. "Haleigh, is it bad that Im nervous?" I asked as I paused from pacing in the living room and looking back at her in the kitchen filling up her coffee mug again. "No its not bad at all. It's normal. I mean you just found out you were pregnant and you have to tell Michael your pregnant with his kid. Its all natural." She said as she came and hugged me and I wrapped my arms around her waist and
burried my head in her neck.
I felt like crying. I wanted to cry.
For the next 20 minutes we sat and watched Supernatural. We were in the middle of the episode when my phone vibrated. I looked at it and it was Sky.
S-We just picked up the boys and we are heading back now from town. Its really busy so we might be about 10 min late. See you soon.
H-Okay. See u soon.
My heart began to pound like crazy. I felt like it was gonna explod out of my chest. "Was that Sky?" Haleigh asked and I nodded. Her face went pale. "They are on their way?" she asked and I nodded again. Haleigh was already dressed in her Ghost Town shirt and skinny jeans and I was still in my baggy T-shirt and sweats. She looked at me and shook her head. "Come on lets make you look beautiful." Haleigh said as she stuck out her hand and smiled as I grabbed it. We went into the bedroom that we slept in and she dug through my bag finding mostly band T's, tanktops, 2 crop tops, a few long sleeves, leather jackets (one croped one and one normal one) and baggy sweatshirts and hoodies. She grabbed my croped leather jacket and my All Time Low shirt, my ripped black skinny jeans, my sky blue converse and a matching pair of socks.
I took the socks from her and threw one back and pulled out
another one that didnt match. She knows I cant match my socks.
"Hey why dont you go get breakfast started for the boys. I'll be out there soon." I said to Haleigh and she went and did that shutting the door behind her. Istripped down out of my clothes and go into the ones Haleigh picked out and then put on my shoes. I grabbed my make up bag and went into the bathroom. I put on mascara and just a coat of eyeliner on the top and bottom lid of my eye. I put my bag away and went out by Haleigh. She already had the table set and was cooking on the griddle. She had bacon on the griddle and waffles in the toaster. I smiled and pulled out a pan and started to make my famous scrambled eggs. Everyone loved them and Im hoping Michael and the boys will.
Just when we put everything on plates and put them in the middle of the table I saw the truck. We drove up here is Haleighs Ford. Man she loves her Fords. I looked closely as I saw 6 heads in the truck. Sky came out first then Calum and Luke and on Ricardo's side he came out then Ashton and Michael followed him. I literally started to have a freak out. Haleigh saw me and put her hands on my shoulders. "Hunter.. It's gonna be okay." She said and hugged me and
I took a deep breath. I waited and watched as the door knob began to turn. I instantly broke into a sweat but I had to keep my cool.
Once the door flung open I began to panic and ran into the bedroom. I shut the door and locked it. I dug around in my suitcase till I found my medicine bag. I grabbed out my meds (Depression,anger,anexity and paranoid personality) I took them with my cup of tea from last night and I sat on the side of the bed out of breath. I took heavy inhales and exhales.
What the hell am I doing?
Im not ready to be a mother... I cant even take care of myself.
I have so many things wrong with me... I dont want my baby to be like me.
It cant be like me...
Tears swelled up in my eyes and I began to cry and pull on my hair and pulled my legs close to my chest.
"This cant be happening, This cant be happening!" I whispered over and over again as I rocked back and forth. I heard a knock on the door. "Hey babygirl it's me. Is everything okay?" Haleigh said and I wiped my tears.
"Y-yea. I'll be out in a minute. Give me a sec." I said and she went away. I got up and used my phone as a mirror. Luckly I used waterproof make up so nothing smuged or ran down my face. I took a deep breath and grabbed the door handle slowly unlocking it and opening the door just enough to peek my
head outside. I see most of the boys sitting all around the table the only three who are in the living room is Haleigh, Michael and Ricardo.
I took another deep breath before exiting out the door fully and closing it behind me. I could feel my medicine beginning to kick in. I became calmer a little bit and walked towards Haleigh. She saw and walked towards me as she smiled.
"Hey Hunter. You okay?" She asked and I nodded my head. "Yea, a little." I replied and she rubbed my shoulders before turning me to face Michael. "He's here to see you." Haleigh said and I lifted my head up to see the goroious Michael Clifford. When his eyes met mine I could feel my stomach starting to turn. I looked back down at my feet, if I would have kept looking in his eyes I would've started to cry again.
"Hey can we go for a walk Michael?" I said in a voice just so he could here me.
"Sure." He responded and I walked to the door soon standing outside.
I looked to see Michael standing by my side and I took him down the road back to the enterence of the campsite. I looked at him again to see him looking at me. He smiled and put his hands in his pockets.
