~~ WARNING: This chapter will contain Abuse. Everything in Bold is me Dreaming. Dreams will include ** and will be bold. Can skip the dreams if you want ~~
{My POV}
I laid in my crib sound asleep, and then THEY occurred. I suddenly started seeing flashes of dreams and nightmares, which I had thought I had already put behind me. These flashes are usually of me being abused by my former mum. Within these flashes, I saw a blurry figure and me being laid over the figures lap.
** (Start of DREAM)
8-Year-Old Me
"This will be the last 10." Mum yelled.
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!!!!!
After 30 smacks on my now dark red bum, Mum pulled out an enema tube and inserted the tube it into my bum. I flinched as the tube was inserted followed by a huge slap on my bum. After a couple of minutes, the liquid started to flow inside me. "PLEASE MOMMY!!! Stop this!!!" I yelled. After the liquid is finished, Mum took out the tube and inserted a bum plug into me. "I won't stop you little shit. You are my son, and you must listen to me or else!!" She yelled as she added 10 smacks onto my EXTREMELY SORE bum.
After that, she forced me off her lap and I started to feel cramps in my stomach. After a couple of cramps, Mum dragged me to the wall and made me stand on the wall, with my bum facing her. She then took out the bum plug out of me and put a plastic bag labelled "Poop and Pee Bag" Under me. Within 5 seconds of her placing the bag under me, I let out a huge fart and I started pooping into the bag. While I was pooping, I let out a huge amount of pee into the bag as well. I was still tearing as I was pooping and peeing.
After a couple of minutes, 3 minutes to be exact, I finished, and Mum placed the bag onto the ground. She then picked up some wipes and starting to wipe my EXTREMELY SORE bum clean. I screamed as she was cleaning my bum. After she cleaned my bum, I sprinted away from her and made my way to my bedroom.
"Get back here you F**KING SHIT." She yelled as I was running. Once I made it into my room. I closed and locked the door and I sat and hid in the closet. After a couple of minutes, I heard banging from the door. "OPEN THE DOOR THIS INSTANT!!!!" She yelled as she was banging the door. After no sound for 2 minutes, I heard a huge bang and Mum opened the door, she violently grabbed me and dragged me to a chair. I tried kicking and screaming but it was no good. She forcibly dragged me over her knees, and she started to HARDLY smack me.
I continued screaming and crying as the vision went blank.
(End of DREAM) **
"M-Mommy" I whispered as a single tear rolled down my cheek as the nightmare memories continued to flash in my mind.
** (Start of DREAM)
12-Year-Old Me
I was laying on my bed as mum's 'friends' came into my room (her friends are really her gang members). "Let me go!" I yelled and screamed as they dragged me out of my bedroom and made our way to the kitchen. Once we made it to the kitchen, they forced me on to the chair and strapped me in it.
After a couple of minutes, Mum walked in with Bella in one hand, and a gun in the other. Mum handed the gun to one of her members and she started chaining up Bella. "Please Mum!!! Don't do this." I begged. "Shut the F**K UP you little c**t." Mum yelled as she chained Bella on the ground, right near my feet. After mum chained Bella, she walked back and gave me a huge SLAP on my face. She then walked back and grabbed the gun.
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AcakAfter I almost commited suicide. I have decided to move to a community a live the life I have always wanted to live with. Especially with my new Mommies.