Why hadn't Phil asked about me calling him my boyfriend? Maybe he wanted it just as much as I? Or maybe he just didn't want to embarrass me? Whatever it was I just hoped that he wasn't pissed off and as long as he's okay i am? The rest of the day was quite fun, we went back to Phil's unpacked my stuff, explored his house and ordered takeaway. Which brings me to know. We are laying in Phil's bedroom, him in his double bed and me on the travel bed next to his. I think hes asleep but I'm not sure. He may be just a meter or so away from me but I'm still stalking his social medias. My thoughts were soon interrupted by a questioning Phil. " Dan are you awake?" I chuckled and replied " of course Phil. What's wrong?" He waited I minute or so before replying "Dan? If you don't mind me asking why did you call me your boyfriend earlier? I don't mind but is that what you want? " I was dreading this but I guess I might as well tell him instead of dragging it on, ". Well Phil I er I ermm I just thought they'd defiantly leave you alone if i said I was your boyfriend? Sorry." FUCK WHY DIDNT I TELL HIM?!?!?!? I could of just nearly got Phil fucking lester to be my boyfriend but no I had to fuck it up like I do with everything. " night Phil" .... "Night Dan ..... (Whisper) I love you" WAIT, did Phil just say I love you to me? Did he? Really? Wait no its just me hoping .... I think?
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Hi! Sorry I haven't updated much I've been really busy but I'm trying to be good at it! Enjoyyyy
