The next morning I woke up to find that Phil was no longer in my arms. I started to panic but then heard Phils familiar humming coming from the kitchen. I looked at my arm and noticed blood stains on the sleeves of my tshirt just as the memories of last night came flooding back to me. Phil was so accepting but I didn't want to disappoint him. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Phil coming over to me and pulling me into an embrace. I looked up and smiled at him as he pulled me up by the waist and led me to the bathroom. " Dan, I'm not disappointed with you. And I knew you were upset but I didn't realise it was this bad. I love you and I want you to know I will stay by your side no matter what happens." I tried to reply to Phil but no words would come out of my mouth so I simply pressed my lips to Phils and smiled into the kiss which was built on pure love. As I pulled away Phil pulled my tshirt over meet head and threw it in the wash basket which sat behind us. He took my arm and washed it under the warm water tap. He ensured that he was as gentle as possible whilst removing the dried blood. Phil then went into the cabinet and pulled out the first aid kit and wrapped my arm in a bandage. "All better, now Dan as much as I love seeing you topless, go put a top on. I'm making breakfast so I'll meet you in then kitchen?" Phil questioned. I replied with "wait Phil," and rushed into my room. I grabbed my top and a tiny box with the few metal objects and then ran back into Phil. I opened the box and put the blades into my hands. Phil gasped as I leant towards the toilet and dropped my blades down into the toilet and flushed. " Phil, I want to be strong for you, and I know it's you by my side that I can do it." Phil leapt up and kissed me gently, then we walked hand in hand into the kitchen to eat the amazing breakfast of bacon, waffles and fruit salad that Phil had prepared. We sat down after finishing our food and cuddled up, as we began to watch animes and cute films for the rest of the day. At around 7:30 we decided we were again hungry so I got up, went to the cupboard and pulled out a burrito kit and ran into Phil. We made burritos, Ate them in the lounge and then fell asleep in each other's arms at around 11. It had been a long day for the both of us.
