Once then we'll be free-bill

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Y/n POV~

You were gone but,
were you really?

The memories we had would forever be stuck in my head, and I know that if you were here it would be the same right?
Walking home from school to mine or your place was my comfort. You were the only person to ever understand me but now you never will anymore.

Why?

How could something so special change and crumble so easy yet not that fast?

I was staring at my ceiling with my headphones on remembering my speech or poem about my ex.

And what was replaying once then we'll be free. It was my first comfort song and it helped me in most tough times but, now it doesn't do the job. All I do is stare into emptiness and wish you were here caressing me, kissing me, staring at me with your beautiful brown eyes. But, no it won't happen because your gone and I wasn't even there to help you. If only I had known that you were going through a tough time, if only I could had put myself in your shoes and then maybe you would still be here.

Tears falling down my face with so much regret.
I didn't try hard enough..
I ignored you.
It's all my fault, and now your gone. You died.

Why did I have to find out you died by Tom and your mom. Why couldn't we just be together at the park we typically go to.
Why? Why? Why?

Maybe one day I'll find you in these waters so, you'll reach out to me.

Once then we'll be free....




Erm hope you liked this short angst OS just so you know I tested doing this idk why ig ima water bag but hope you liked😫😍🫦🫦

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