Stars Will Fall

I've always loved stars. ,,Why?"
they remind us that there is a lot of beauty that we almost never see, but then I learned the truth, the stars we see have been dead for millions of years, they are all... lies, the stars are a reflection of us, every star starts the same as each other us, each of them, like us, is born dependent on others for their sustenance, shelter and support, each of them shines in their own range of possibilities, even if they are dependent on each other, they are beautiful but hide something within them much more than just beauty, they make us want to try, their shine in the darkness is food like a moth...
they are always looking for light in the dark, you are moths... me too, there are billions of stars, the stars that shine for us every day, they are wonderful but not wonderful enough... we keep looking at that one of them, is it beautiful or maybe ruinous?
everyone has their own star, I had mine, it shone as brightly as possible for me, for a while, among everyone, knowing that there were others, I looked at it like that, wasn't it just fiction? or my illusion? it still shines the brightest even though in my eyes it has long since fallen like all the rest, its glow hurts my eyes but I still can't take my eyes off it, now the darkness is blooming and I'm fading into a reality that was never real, the stars at last will fall. and now I'll let them shine every night, let them fall together, shining to make me feel better about myself, the stars will eventually fall... they said, but I was one of them, wasn't I? wherever I am, you are always here, star, I won't get rid of you, and when you go, I still see you, but now I'm falling as low and far as I can when everyone around me is shining, trying to hide from the darkness, listen before I go, before I fall down, before I stop shining , if you want to see me, you better hurry up, I can't shine any longer, I'll soon fade out, before you know it... the stars didn't lie, there was no place for me in space, it's astronomy, we are two different worlds.