Best Friends? | Woosan |

I love you /10

This whole thing right now it's like a movie, dating a guy, finding out he likes his best friend more than he actually should, cheating on his boyfriend with his best friend, his boyfriend cheating on him with someone this close to Wooyoung, how the fuck was he so damn blind?

After he entered the loud room filled with horny and drunk teenagers and made his way past the dancing and sweaty bodies his nostrils filled up with the strong alcohol smell, spotting a familiar face structure in the distance, Wooyoung approached closer with a big smile on his face

The big smile instantly dropped and faded away from Wooyoung's face, his eyes fixated on a random blonde guy whose steps were quick to get to San, the boy smiled brightly while his mouth was moving from talking to tugging upwards into a smirk getting closer to San, leaning down and whispering something into his ear

Wooyoung's jaw clenched, feeling a pit of jealousy inside of his stomach when San's hands went upwards and stopped at the blonde's waist holding the naked skin tightly while the boy smirked back at the blonde, his mouth commenting something, Wooyoung could feel himself getting hot and lightheaded, his eyes roam to the left side of the big room stopping at his friends, Seonghwa and Hongjoong were making out by the bar counter, Yunho and Mingi were practically making out while dancing and his boyfriend was busy eating Jongho's face apparently, he was even seated on his lap with Jongho's hands all over his body, great

Jongho? Really? Woooyoung wasn't even bothered by it, the fact that he was cheated on could even make him laugh, he didn't have anything with the boy, he was sweet and caring but compared to himself, Wooyoung was confident enough of his looks and body, smiling at how his body could drive San crazy

It still hurts seeing how Yeosang's lips moved in sync with his friend's, a passionate and needy kiss, something Wooyoung only got the first year or so while they were dating, he didn't pay much attention to those little details like he was now, embarrassing to see Yeosang that was a top for Wooyoung become a bottom for Jongho

Maybe that's why the sex was bad...

And even though Wooyoung has his boyfriend making out with another guy in front of him his heart is not accelerating, he's not nervous, he is not angry at Yeosang but mad at himself for wasting 4 years of his life with a guy who is in love with someone else, angry for being so fucking blind and not noticing how Yeosang's eye sparked every time he looked at Jongho, angry at himself for thinking he was actually in love with Yeosang even though he cheated, even angry at himself for not feeling bad

He doesn't deserve Yeosang

Turning his attention to his best friend his breath hitches at the sight of the two boys kissing fiercely, hands running wild on the blonde's body making Wooyoung's fist clench hard, his skin turning white from the strong grip, he could feel his eyes sting and tears forming, one of them falling down his pale cheek

He could feel his heartache seeing the wild tongue that was in Wooyoung's mouth not once but many times exploring the blonde-haired guy's mouth

Feeling his knees weak that's Wooyoung's warning to start moving and as he steps back, his eyes lock with the dark chocolate addicting orbs, the eyes whose owner could make Wooyoung kill if he needed to, he is so submissive for that man that it scares him, that's another warning for him to leave and don't look back

That's what Wooyoung does, as more tears fall down his cheeks wetting the poor but spotless and perfect skin

Why is he jealous? 

Why is he sad? 

Why is he crying?

He shouldn't be, they are nothing but best friends who slept together, who are comfortable around each other, and who can't be pulled away, just like a compass, so addicted and attracted to one another that nothing could separate them