Same.

God.

You know, it's funny.

It's funny how after years of grieving, I've been trying to find the connection between human emotions to surrounding stuff. It sounds weird and illogical, like yeah human emotions does get effected by the surrounding situation.

But I wanna see how far I can go.

I want to make the most traumatized person this world can ever imagine. Just to prove a point.

I took in real life specimens, I've transferred their conscious into a God damn monitor that I keep in the basement.

They're the key.

They're the key to finally allow me to learn more about the human mind on another level.

With them, I can find the pin point location of emotions, I can direct them. Break down the components, I can make it into a solution.

A solution used to cure any negative emotions, depression, heart break and so on. Not just that. I can go beyond that.

I can go beyond human realm.

I can make new emotions. I can use it in war. I can make anyone who wronged me pay, mentally.

I can make people feel the worst gut-wrenching emotions known to man-kind. So deadly, so potent that it can instantly fry up an adult mind.

I can reign the world. I can show what I'm capable of.

I can make them fucking pay.

All I need is more time. I know this experiment is worth it. I know how badly people want to be "heal" from their mental sickness. I can be God.

                                                      -John Davidson.