It's not like that || Rudy Pankow

Friday night parties end early right?

Julie's POV:

We 4 walk to my trailer so we can put our normal outfits on. 

"Finally weekend! I'm so happy that we're done filming" Madison told us and sounds so happy. "Same! Btw is Drew also ready with filming?" I ask them and put my black skirt on. "Oooh" the three say. "Omg stop!" I say and feel a little uncomfortable. "Haha but yes Drew is also ready with filming." Madelyn told me then. 

After we all got ready with changing clothes, we go out of my trailer where the boys (Rudy, chase, j.d., Austin and Drew) and Elaine are already waiting for us. I wear a black skirt with a little red crop top and sneakers, bc it's summer so it's really hot. 

Anyway, I'm the last one who is going out of the trailer bc I've the keys to close the door. Drew's helping me to go down from the trailer, such a gentleman. 

We go to the cars, where Madelyn, Chase, Rudy and Elaine going in chase his car. I thought Rudy would drive in mine but you can't have everything. So then Carlicia, J.D., Austin and Madison driving with J.Ds car. And last but not least Drew will com with me. 

We all drive out of the parking lot to the house from Maddi and chase. 

"So Julie, hru?" Drew asks me, while we both look on the street. "I'm good, hru?" I ask him. "I'm also good!" He responds "btw are you okay whit the fact that Elaine is also there, I know you don't hate her but you're not really friends" he asked me in a really soft tone. And not gonna lie it's so cute how caring Drew is. 

"Yeah I'm, and even if I wouldn't be okay with it, I can't do anything against it" I explained.

The rest of the drive was not interesting, we didn't really talked, but that's okay. 

I drive in the parking lot, and we both go out of the car, Drew -bc he's sweet- opens me the door. "That you mister starkey" I say with a giggle. "No problem miss west" he says.

"Omg we get it you both are in love but we wanna go upstairs!" Chase yelled. "Excuse me, what?!!" I ask him with the biggest bitch look. They all just laugh. And we both go to the others.

"So here we're" Madelyn's telling us all. We all go in and sitting down.

It's now like 1 hour later. 

"So guys should we play something?" Austin asks in the round. "Man I don't know too, what about true or dare?" J.D. asks. "Yeah sure, why not" Madelyn said that we all nod. 

We all sit in a circle, so it's easier.

"Okay, Austin, true or dare?" J.D. asks  "ahm, true" Austin replies. "Hottest member in this round?" Madelyn said "Fr?" I ask her "yeah, at the beginning it's always dumb." She replies "okay so, in my opinion, it's Julie" he says, and I'm giving a really weird look. "BUT" he continues.

"thank god there's a but" I say and the others laugh. "But I wouldn't date you, it's just I like your style and you're also not ugly, do yeah" he explained. And I just nod, it's okay for me. I know we're just friends. 

"You don't need to go in the details" Rudy says in a annoyed tone.

 "Anyway! Drew true or dare" Austin asks. "I also choose true" he says. "Madison who sits across from me and Drew smirks at me, before saying. "Say the person next to you how you feel about them." Fr Madison? I just raise my eyebrows but she knows what I mean with that. "Which one? Elaine or Julie?" He asked. 

"Julie!" Madelyn says who is next to me. 

A/n: the seating arrangement: Julie,Drew,Elaine,Rudy,J.D.,Carlicia,Madision,Austin,Chase and Madelyn (and then you again bc it's a circle) 

"Okay." He starts. 

"Julie-Reighn west, you're an amazing friend and I can always have fun with you! Your personality is amazing! Just like you! I love your humor and the way how you see the world! It's amazing to spend time with you, even tho we're not best friends, I still love you like one! You're always so funny and even in serious or hard situations you always know what to do or to say, I'm really grateful to be your friend and Co-Worker. You're a genius and dumb ass, in the same moment. I've nothing that I would change about you, bc you're perfect ! I don't know how you can do this but, it's wonderful that you always say your opinion, when you like something you say it, when you hate something you say, you always say what you feel or think! But long story short; thank you for being my friend Julie." He says, and I know it was what he really feel. 

I think I've some tears in my eyes and on my cheeks, but I didn't care. "Aww drew starkey, this is so cute, thank you so much! I'm so happy to have you as a friend!" I say to him and give him a real big hug. 

I stand up and sit down on his lap to give him a hug, he hug me back and we stay like that for a few seconds, before Rudy ˋcleans' his throat. 

"Aw Drew that was really sweet!" Madison said and Carlicia and Madelyn nod there heads. 

"Thank you, she should we play something else? Never have I ever?" Drew says and we all accept it. 

Madelyn and Chase getting some shot glasses and alcohol, to play it. 

"Okay, I would say we make it in order, so that first Madelyn will say a never have I ever sentence, then Chase etc." i say. "Omg Julie, I really love you but why are  you so organized and always need perfection?!" Madison asked me. I know what she mean, I need everything organized and perfect! That's really important, bc I need to plan everything! And she also knows that I'm like that.

"Chill Mads, and Julie yeah we can do it like that" Rudy said. 

I smile and we all get our shots, Madelyn -as I wanted it- starts. 

"Sooooo, never have I ever thought if it would be better to be not an actor" Madelyn tell us. 

I drink, and was the only one, was surprised me.

"Ahm Julie" Austin starts but didn't say anything else. 

Well yes, I thought about if it was a bad decision to be a actress, I'm more then 1000 kms from my family away, and I never really see them, I'm an actress since I'm 17 and I just film in America, this is something different, and really hard for a 17 year old girl. And even sometimes I think it would be better not start to film in obx, I know they are my comfort people and friends, but the things that happened when I started filming and are still happening idk if it was a good idea, and sometimes I don't even have privacy. 

"Not important, let us just continue playing." I say. Madison's looking at me to see if I'm alright, so I nod my head. 

"Never have I ever, steal something from a person who's in this room." Chase said and many people drink. After Rudy take his shot, he said "Julie-Reighn west, drink this dump shot!" 

I thought about if I should drink bc, I always ask them if I can borrow it. But at the end I drink bc I forgot for a second that I always steal Rudy's stuff. 

"Wdym Rudy?" Drew asked. "I think Julie should explain that" Rudy said with a serious voice.

"Omg es ist doch so unfassbar unnötig!" (Omg, this is so unnecessary!) I say, I also don't know why I spoke German, but I'm so pissed rn, and don't even know why.

"What?" They all ask. 

I role my eyes cause everything and everyone is annoying me, without a reason. 

"Omg just continue with the next sentence, chase question is fucking me up!" I say at them in a pissed voice. 

"Okay chill" Austin told me. Really bad idea. 

"Omg Austin fucking north, shut your single, annoying, dumb ass tf up!" I yelled at him.

"Julie, chill, we just want to play" Elaine told me. 

"Elaine you can also shut up!" Madison told her. "Anyway, Julie let's go home." Madison said, so I stand up and we go to the door. "Bye guys see you idk when, and Maddi and Carli we'll see us tomorrow" I say to them and me and Mads go out the door.