*Beomgyu's POV*
The three of them, Huening, Soobin, and Taehyun, had dropped me back off at Yeonjun's apartment, and by now, it was getting late so I was getting ready to hop in the shower.
Then my phone buzzed. An Instagram notification? The notifications just kept coming too... I rarely ever use Instagram.
Before I fully stripped, I picked my phone up off the bathroom sink counter, unlocked it, then opened the app.
The messages were from @jutdwae. Whoever that is.
A video?...
I clicked on the profile, and... oh... it's Changbin...
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(CHANGBIN) [video ▶️]
(Me) What is that
(CHANGBIN) Just watch it
(Me) You're disgusting
(CHANGBIN) Well ur bf is worse
(CHANGBIN) Just watch the goddamn video. It's a video of Yeonjun
(Me) Fine but please leave me alone
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Hesitating, I reluctantly let my finger meet the play button on the screen, already freaking out, thinking I was about to get flashed with a video of his mini meat stick, when...
oh.
my.
god.
...is... i-is that...
...Yeonjun?...
No, it can't be. It can't be Yeonjun. He wouldn't do something like that... would he? Not unless he had a reason to... right? I know him. I know my boyfriend. He would never shoot someone without a reason. Would he shoot anyone at all? Even if there was a reason? I stared down at the screen for a... solid 5 minutes, trying to fully comprehend what I had just watched.
He's not a murderer, this is a misunderstanding. I bet it's not even him in the video.
I zoomed in closer, as close as I could.
...
oh... again...
That's— that's him alright.
I set my phone back down on the sink counter and slowly made my way into the shower. I just stood there, letting the hot water burn my back. It was painless. I was motionless. Completely still. Surely this can't be real. I couldn't see too clearly, but all I know is that there was a lot of blood. I could see that. When I speak to him, should I address it? Or should I wait and see if he'll come clean or something? Both options feel wrong. If I address it, I'm afraid he'll explode on me, but if I wait, I'll never know the answers. And he still might explode on me.
Shit I've been wasting water. I quickly washed up and got out. I already ate at Tae's place, so all I needed to do was brush my teeth and go to bed. Usually, I call Yeonjun before I go to bed, but tonight, I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
*in bed*
I sighed deeply as I plopped myself onto the middle of the bed, looking up at the ceiling. Then my thoughts started getting mixed up. That shit always happens right before I go to sleep.
Why does he have two guns? Who's to say he won't use one on me? I know, I know, it's crazy, and really stupid to think about, but what if he, I don't know... loses his temper? He doesn't get mad at me often, in fact, he's only been really angry at me for one reason, but he's scary when he's mad. I'm positive he'll never seriously hurt me on purpose, but... ugh. I don't know. Never mind.
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♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡
Fanfiction🔞 Dis one for the horny MOAs out there‼️Beomgyu and Yeonjun were childhood best friends before their maturity drew them apart. They've secretly had a liking for each other over the years, and they've finally decided to test things out. ...aaaand th...
