♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡

Yeonjun/Beomgyu/Yeonjun/Beomgyu/Yeonjun's POV | 46

*Yeonjun's POV*

Ah whatever. I was gonna call him back, but I decided not to because I didn't want to stress him out more. I get that he's upset, but I just wish he would just fucking understand me.

And I didn't mean to call him a "wimp." I was just angry. I really, truly didn't mean to explode on him like that.

I still love him. A lot.

I just wanna sit him on my lap facing me, and take him into my arms. And just hold him there for a really long time.

I need to fly back to Korea before it's too late.

Beomgyu hasn't picked up any of my calls, and he hasn't answered any of my texts... neither has Changbin. Huh.

Oh wait, he has Instagram. So does Gyu, but I think he fucking blocked me.

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(Me) tell Gyu to answer his phone

(CHANGBIN) He wants nothing to do with you rn
(CHANGBIN) im taking him out later too so he won't be available

(Me) oh you bitch
(Me) fuck it man, don't ever expect anything from me again. I really thought we had a solid friendship going up until a week before I left

(CHANGBIN) anyway. hoping I get lucky sometime soon if yk what I mean 🤤🤤 thanks for the bf btw
(CHANGBIN) there's no point in coming back since he doesn't even wanna see you anymore

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Oh no.

Oh no no no.

Lemme just call my mom and let her know that I'll be back soon.

*ring ring ring*

Mom: Oh, it's you.

Me: Hey, I'm leaving soon, so don't try to keep me here any longer. I can't do this anymore. This stripped me away from the only thing I loved...

Mom: The gay boy?

Yeonjun: You really thought that sending me away would—

Mom: You don't like Mrs. Jeon? (Jeon Somi) Why you no like her? Let me have grandchildren. Somi like you, you know. She want baby with you.

Yeonjun: But that's not what I want! When have you EVER taken into consideration what your only son wants? I've never even asked for much. Right now, I just want to go home. Is that too much to ask?

Mom: You ungrateful bastard, I hang up now.

*beep beep beep*

I'm ungrateful? I've never asked for anything in my whole life. If I want something, I work for it.

This isn't even a want, it's a need. I need him. I need him so bad.

*two weeks later*

*Beomgyu's POV*

(Short)

Over the past couple weeks, Changbin had already taken me out to a good chunk of the places that Yeonjun has, but nothing ever felt the same. No matter how much I wanted ti let go and relax, I still felt so lonely, and empty inside. I had nobody to show affection to, nobody to really talk to about things I couldn't talk to anyone else about, and nobody to feel safe with.

Over this time, Soobin, Taehyun, and Huening have been trying to cheer me up lately, but I've just been feeling so bad for always being upset.

I just wanna call Yeonjun and beg him to come back. But imagine how pathetic it would be for me to unblock him on Instagram, after he had been blocked since I knew about the incident.