♡Maybe I Don't Hate You | Yeongyu/Beomjun♡

Beomgyu's POV | 33

*the day of Yeonjun's departure, at the apartment in the bedroom*

"What time do you need to be there by?" I asked him, sitting down at the desk in his room.

"About 11 PM." He said. "My flight leaves at 1 AM."

Is it okay if I bring my friends along to say goodbye? It would also be nice for me 'cause I could have someone else drive back."

"Who? Soobin, Taehyun and Hueningkai?"

"Yeah."

"Of course. They're my friends too now... right? And why are you acting like I'll be gone for 10 years?" He questioned as he walked toward me.

"Mhm! They consider you their friend... also, I don't know. I've never loved someone the way I love you, so this is all a first experience."

He smiled in relief. Cute. His friends were absolutely fucking horrible.

"Junnie..."

He leaned down and kissed me. Not a peck... a full make out. Tongue and all.

"Mwhhh~" I moaned as his tongue expertly danced around the inside of my mouth.

"Get on the bed." He said as he pulled away from me.

So that's what I did. I sat on the edge of the bed and he stood there, in between my legs, putting his hands down at my sides near my thighs. I grabbed his face and pulled him back in for another kiss, but then I started to cry... my lips grew weak as I suddenly didn't have the energy to kiss back, and my head dropped below my shoulders as I began to sob.

"Why are you crying?" He asked softly as he ran his fingers through my hair.

"I... *sniffle* Yeonjun, I'm gonna really miss you. I'll miss everything about you. I'll miss the fact we won't be able to have sex all the time for months, I'll miss your flirtiness... but most importantly, I'll miss your presence; your company. That's what matters more to me." My cries got heavier as my chest filled with sadness. "Your company and your voice bring me so much joy Yeonjun. We don't even have to making skin-to-skin contact for me to be happy. If I'm in the kitchen and you're in the bedroom, I'm still at ease because I know you're with me. Just you being here physically brings me so much comfort and peace. You make me feel so safe Yeonjun..."

I began to cry so loud, it was so ugly. My whole face was covered in tears.

"Here." He pulled off his shirt and let me use it to wipe my face. "I know Beomms. Just hang in there for 3 months okay? I guarantee you I won't be out for 6... but if I'm out for longer than 3, just know that you'll still always be on my mind, and I will ever only have eyes for you. Nobody could ever treat me as well as you do. Nobody could ever love me like you do. Nobody could ever make me feel the way I feel when you're with me. It's like you've transformed me or something, hahah. Also, nobody could ever fuck me the way you do."

"Mm..."

"I don't want to see you crying baby. You can stay here in the meantime. I'll give you the key."

(Author's note: there was no need for Beomgyu to have a key because him and Yeonjun always left the house and came back together.)

"Okay..." I wiped the remaining tears from my face with his shirt and laid back onto the bed, closing my eyes, as he was still positioned in between my legs.

"You're sleeping?" He asked.

I shook my head.

"We can't waste this day, now can we?" His voice deepened, and it grew slightly raspy.