Existed

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  Can we love someone without being someone else? if it does why i am lost?
  Family actually conditional or unconditional love? why i don't get it?
  Feel like the memories of childhood and teenagehood never existed?
  Feel scared people will leave but people come and go that's life, sorrowful life?
 
The sun have the clouds, the moon have the stars, how about her? no one,
Mentioned numerous things on books thousand times to looking for serendipity,
Have met colder,warmth feel so comfortable being not in my own skin to survived,
Left to make myself survived again? but realized to existed need to be living life too,

Never get the basic but grew up looking for the teeny tiny of missing pieces confusion,
Fighting a lot to feel herself enough, happy, calm, alive and most importantly feel belong,
Exchange another life that has been lost with her meaningless life to end the emptiness,
She have been mourning for sixteen years for alive human being that will hurts her forever.

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