"I'm not that strong. I tried to because I had to. I have no one else."
But I realize that, i have my little sister amber. gustong gusto Kunang sumuko ngunit lumalaban ako para sa Kapatid ko.
Gabi-gabi ko iniisip sa dami nang tao bakit ako pa?
Huminga ako nang malalim " I'don't have a choice, do I? Sana lang, marealize nyo din someday na mahal nyo ako.
1 week later:
Tinawagan ko ang boyfriend ko dahil nakokonsensya ako sa kanya. ayokong maiwan Ang pinakamamahal ko na luhaan at dipa manlang ako nakapag tapat.
Aaminin ko na sana sa boyfriend ko na maysakit ako, at maytaning na ang aking Buhay ngunit na gulat ako sa kanyang sinabi.
Calif: "fuck! I don't know how to tell you this elise but kaylangan mo nang Malaman Ang katotohanan.
"I'm sorry elise diko sinasadya nakabuntis ako. I'm really sorry. I'didn't mean to hurt you Elise. I was drunk at may nangyari samin nung gabing yon."
Diko na namalayang tuloy-tuloy na Ang pag buhos nang aking mga Luha.
a-ano please tell me calif na biro lang to please tell me. Yun lng ang kayang kong bigkasin dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko.
"Please Elise alam mo namang pangarap koto, pangarap natin to pero alam mo namang dimo Kaya mag buntis Diba? I want to build a family kaso dimo daw Kaya at delikado Sabi nang doctor Elise please hayaan mo na ako please let me go Elise."
Napa upo nalng ako dahil sa sakit nang dibdib ko.
Argh! Sigaw ko at agad namang napabalik si calif what- what happened elise? gulat nya.
"Manong ben call tita nahimatay si Elise itatakbo ko na ho sya sa hospital. tell tita kuya ben faster!" sigaw nya.
Nang maka dating na kami sa hospital ay agad-agad nilang binigyan nang Oxygen si Elise.
"W-what happened d-doc nahimatay lang sya bat k-kaylangan payan." Iyak na pag kasabi ni calif.
"Please sir duon Muna kayo sa labas balitaan ko nalng Po kayo." ani nang doctor.
" P-please doc, do everything para maligtas si Elise."
"Elise Villanueva."
Time of death 6:45pm."
Calif pov:
Lumabas nasi doc at huminto ang Mundo ko nang marinig ko Ang mga salitang yon. n-no please Elise is alive please tell me doc. i-im sorry Elise please forgive me. Walang tigil Kong iyak.
I cried all the tears in my body when she died, I believed too much that she was going to survive since she had arrived as far as the hospital but no.
I don't know na may sakit sya Wala syang sinabi lalo Kong kinaiyak nang Malaman ko yon. Di manlang ako nakapag paalam. Diko manlng nasabi na mahal na mahal ko sya.
She left a letter, a crumpled piece of paper tucked under her bed.
My dearest love,
If you're reading this, please don't cry, okay? I just want to say that I never regret anything about us. I want you to see yourself achieve everything you told me about before, even without me in your life. Letting you go is the hardest thing I've ever had to do, but I want you to know that you are the most amazing person in the whole world to me. You made me the happiest person for a short time. I will never hate you, love so please don't feel guilty, okay? And I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my illness. I didn't want to hurt you.
Please be the happiest you can be, and please take care of your health. You never know, maybe we'll meet again, just not here on Earth, but we will meet again. I'll wait for you here.
So, love, this is my last goodbye. I love you for the last time. Goodbye, Mr. Calif.
Forever yours,
[Elise]
Elise parents pov:
Do-doc what happened? Ani nang mama ni Elise. "I'm sorry ma'am I did my best pero Dina talaga kinaya ni Elise may taning na din sya pa ulit-ulit kong sinasabi na i paalam sa Inyo kaso ayaw nya takot sya." Ta-taning? No please doc tell me na di yon totoo please tell me na Buhay pa si Elise. "I'm sorry ma'am."
Burol na ni Elise at sising-sisi Ang mga magulang nya at Kapatid all this time they hate Elise kahit d naman nya kasalan ang pagkamatay nang ate nya.
Ma mag pahinga ka Muna, Ani ni calif boyfriend ni Elise. I'm fine go get some rest.
Nang I buburol na si Elise labis na iyak ang pamilya nya, ngayon lng nila na realize na mahalaga at mahal nila si Elise ngayong Wala na sya.
"N-no bring my baby back." Ani nang papa nya na ayw tumigil sa kaka iyak. "I'm - I'm sorry my baby Elise sinisi kita kahit Hindi mo naman kasalanan."
"A-ate i-imissyou iyak din ni amber ate take a rest na Po jan and guide us Po ate iloveyou."
The end thank you so much sa support mahal ko kayo!
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
When I Fall asleep
Nonfiksi''freedom'', is when she can finally feel rest... eternally, a kind of peace that would not comeback her consciousness anymore. becouse maybe there, maybe there in side these coffin they will finally care, maybe in death there is life. - based on...
