Destroy me

9

RYUJIN'S POV

It's finally time.

It's been quite a while since all my operations have been paused since the raid. But it's about time to get back to it.

Every time I have something to deal with in my mafia, I take a leave of absence from my father's company. There are plenty of other employees, me taking a little break won't change anything.

I don't know how I feel about returning to be completely honest. It's just a bittersweet topic. I wouldn't say I love what I do, I just kinda grew up with it, and now it's stuck.

There's of course, dangerous moments like the raid. You never know who you can trust in this business.

We are currently heading to my private island where my new mansion is. It lies in the center of the island, which is completely surrounded by trees.

It's not easy to get to it which is why it's a perfect place of operations. There are plenty of getaway vehicles just in case something happens again though.

There's still about 3 hours until we get to the island. Right now, only me, Yeji, and a few of my men are in a yacht. I'm standing on the front deck just watching the ocean. Yeji has been asleep in the cabin room for a little while. She's a bit annoyed with me right now.

I couldn't blame her for it.

~

"Don't stop" I groaned as she grinded on me. I slid my hands up and down her body. Almost like I was mapping it to never forget.

She has such a good figure. If I'm being honest, just looking at her makes me horny. And it takes a lot to stay calm.

I put my hand around her neck and pulled her towards me for a kiss.

As soon as our lips connected, the door busted open. I know damn well this bitch didn't come back for more.

I groaned of frustration, then stood up, taking my gun with me. I'm not about to keep playing with these bitches.

I cocked that shit ready to shoot her, but as I turned the corner Marco was standing there.

"도대체 뭘 원하는 거야?" I asked him, annoyed of his presence already.
Tr: what the fuck do you want?

"다 준비 됐어" he told me, then just turned around and walked away. My eyes widened, and I immediately knew what he meant. There wasn't anything else that needed to be said.
Tr: everything is ready

My mood went away, and I just walked back to the living room.

Yeji asked me what happened and tried to get on top of me again. I pushed her off me and onto the couch, then just responded with "nothing, let's just keep watching the movie."

I could see the hurt look on her face, but I just couldn't care less at this moment.

She walked away, going back to the bedroom. I sighed and sunk further into the couch. Fuck.

~

I feel like a complete idiot right about now. I just left her hanging and didn't even explain why. Not to mention I pushed her. My head aches at the thought.

Maybe I should go talk to her. It's not convenient for her to be mad at me. I walked to the back of the boat towards the room.

I opened the door, revealing a sleeping Yeji. This girl sure loves sleeping. I decided not to wake her up, instead I just laid down beside her.

We would have time to talk whenever she wakes up by herself.

I made myself comfortable on the king-sized bed, and tried to get some rest too, since I knew she wouldn't be awake for a while.

~1 hour later~

My eyes fluttered open as I felt a weight on my chest. My sight was still blurry, so I repeatedly blinked to try and clear up my vision.

I looked down to see Yeji lying on top of me with her arms around me and her right leg between mine.

I thought she was mad at me? She's so confusing, not that I'm complaining.

I laid my hand on her head and ran my fingers through her silky orange hair. Her hair was so soft, it slides through my fingers with ease.

She shifted a bit and mumbled "배고파요. 마사지를 해주는 대신 음식을 좀 가져다 주세요." She said. "Demanding much? I'll bring you some. Don't worry." I said, in a joking manner.
Tr: I'm hungry, instead of giving me a massage, bring me some food.

I started to get off without trying to move her much, but she held me in place and looked up to meet my eyes. "Actually, just tell someone to bring it here, you make a comfortable pillow" she said.

I tilted my head to the side and examined her face, her eyes unwavering and remaining on mine. "You're a very confusing woman, I don't think I'll ever be able to fully uncover all of you. I like that in a way."

Her cheeks flushed red and she quickly rested her head on my chest again to hide the blush. She grabbed a small pillow and threw it at me. "Shut up" she said and chuckled.

I chuckled with her and pulled my phone out to text someone to bring her some food.

I just ordered some burgers and fries for the both of us. Of course, we had a chef on the boat that could make any dish in the world, but sometimes you just have to let loose and eat some classic greasy comfort food.

I looked over at Yeji, who had now positioned herself with her back to me in a spooning position. I tapped her shoulder to make her look at me.

"The food will be here soon, do you want to watch a movie or something until we get to the island?" I asked her,

"Why is that even a question, of course I do, but where are we gonna watch a movie on a boat?" She asked.

"Never underestimate the power of money." I pulled out a tiny remote and a part of the cabin wall slowly turned around revealing a 100 inch Tv.

Yeji's jaw was practically on the floor, and her eyes wider than I thought were possible.

While she was still in shock at the tv, a knock was heard at the door. I stood up to go answer it.

"Here is your food ma'am, I hope you and your wife enjoy it." Said the cook, who personally brought the food to us. "Thank you Gustavo." I took the food inside and locked the door behind me.

I placed the plates on the bed and sat down next to her. She looked so happy and started eating her food right away.

I just stared and her and remembered how disgustingly I treated her last night. The way she's just acting like nothing happened is making me feel even more guilty.

I want to talk about it but I also don't. It doesn't feel like something I would do. Ever since I met her I've been way different than before, who know relationships could change a person so much.

But that's what worried me. I can't afford to change any sort of way, it's deadly to do so in this job.