my journal...

What's my baground story?

So started writing (working) on another story as well from yesterday. Been a long time since I added a chapter to this one too. So here I go.
I had the topics (titles) ready from a long time tho.

So I wonder at times
What should I tell
When the story shines
About my past self

What would be the twist
In the plot I say
What should be the best
Awakening day

What should be the story
Of my past self
The past that is present
And right now ; myself.

Would I say I struggled
A lot each day
Or that I had bothered
To live with it every day

Would I tell the truth
With the hint of spices
Or tell all of the lies
But  with imagination; priceless.

I would not care
When the time comes
To share my background
That has long gone.

I would be a person
Strong enough to say
That I was a human
That lives life every day

My background story
Would be like this
I loved a lot of girls
With honest feels

I proposed to them
But not face to face
I was not that brave
And that's kind of a disgrace.

But I don't care
Since I did what I wanted
I always wanted to share
My feelings when I started

I always tried to be honest
And sincere when I could
I always wanted to be there
When I knew that I should

My background story
Would have all the parts
That should have been in paper
But leaves the heart

I would get them all out
My feelings in my words
I'll know I can even do that
I know that that feeling hurts

My friends and my family
Would be the supporting actors
They would sometimes be the villan
Or sometimes the better factors

They'll be there to hurt me
And heal me just the same.
The story would be real
Cause I know that it ain't lame.

Leaving all that matters.
I'll say all the goofy stuffs
Saying things that shattered
My heart with each letter words.

I love you just the same.
Would be the turning moment
I hope I could add that
In the day that it's meant.

I hope I'll find my love
And my partner for this life
I know that I'll say I hope
That you could be my wife .

_Al out.