༺ Forever is an illusion ༺

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Me and Jude just stood there frozen still in our hugging position

"Answer me" Jobe yelled once again

I let go of Jude and pushed Jobe out of the room and locked the door. Then me and Jude sat on his bed

"Josie, you have to tell him" Jude said

"No, I don't. You better not tell him, its not your place" I said becoming annoyed

"Well someone has to tell him, he is your best friend" Jude said

"No, he isn't", I said through gritted teeth

"What do you you mean, you guys are practically the same person,just in different fonts" Jude said confused

"Bella asked Jobe to stop being friends with me a while ago and Jobe said that, he'd never agree to that but he started distancing himself from me. To be honest I'm glad he did, then I don't have to die with the guilt of leaving my best friend behind" I said with a sad smile

"The fuck? I'm gonna kill him" Jude said as he stood up but I stopped him

"Don't. Just let him be" I said

"No, you need him more than ever right now and he is being a jerk" Jude said

"I don't need him, I can do this on my own" I said

Then suddenly a loud banging on the door interrupted us.

"Open the fucking door" Jobe yelled

I quickly gave Jude one last hug, and unlocked the door. I pushed past Jobe and sprinted out of the house. I could hear Jobe yelling my name but I didn't stop running.

Jobe Pov

"What the hell were you two doing in here?" I screamed at Jude

"None of your business" he said before looking up at me

His eyes were red and puffy. He looked like he had been crying.

"Why were you crying?" I asked confused

"I wasn't crying" he said.

He pushed past me and left leaving me alone in his room.

I couldn't help but wonder what was going on between Isie and Jude.

Josephine Pov

I finally reached my house and my insides felt like they were on fire. I drank my pills and went to lie down.

I hated feeling like this because it reminded me that I was slowly dying and I would never grow old tell stories about my crazy adventures or go to university or get married or have kids or do something meaningful with my life.

I really hope my last breath is a sigh of relief.

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