My Little Heart

Ten

I was currently kneeling before Kovan as he pulled out the rules. He showed me how I should have my hands and keep my head down when in this position.

Obviously as a little, I was submissive but I was a submissive. We hadn't tapped into that much since the relationship was still so new. It was as exciting as it was frightening.

My head was bowed and my hands were placed on my thighs palm down.

"Look at me." He tells me.

I obey and put my head up. He was sitting in his chair and had the thick piece of construction paper in his hand.

"What's rule number three?"

I gulp down my nerves. "No alcohol or drugs or any bad stuff."

"And what did you do today?"

"I drank lots of Poppin Pussies." I answer. "Without asking daddy."

"Without asking daddy." He confirms before raising his eyebrow at me. "We'll come back to the poppin pussies."

I pull my lips in to keep from giggling.

"If I'm not there, you are not having any of those substances. Especially without telling me. Is that understood?" He says sternly.

I just nod.

"What happened to using our words, little one?"

"I understand, daddy. I'm sorry."

"It's okay, baby. But you will have your punishment so that you learn." He kisses my forehead. "You will have corner time for fifteen minutes and then write lines."

"Yes, daddy." I whisper.

We were in his office so I was put in the corner facing the wall near his desk, while he worked on the computer. I was in the same position with my hands palm down and my head bowed.

I felt bad for breaking a rule but also I couldn't help the happiness I felt. Anyone else would probably think I'm crazy, but to me it showed how much he cared. He was so soft and patient with me.

When I was struggling to date online, I had a fake daddy who would instantly get mad at anything I did wrong. Now I know it was just an excuse to punish me since that was all he ever seemed happy doing. It would be extreme, and often times, sexual punishments.

Kovan was slowly showing me how a ddlg dynamic should be. I appreciated all of it.

Even the punishments.

"Okay baby, your fifteen minutes are up. Crawl to daddy."

I felt butterflies as I turned to crawl over to him. I placed my chin on his thigh and looked up at him.

"You did so good, princess." He smiled down at me. "Now it's time to write your lines."

He sat me down at the little pink table at the opposite end of his office. He recently bought one and put it in here so that I could color or play while he worked. My coloring books were neatly tucked at the corner with my jumbo box of crayons on top.

He grabbed a piece of lined paper from his desk and placed it in front of me with a led pencil.

"You will write rule number three, fifteen times."

I nod and pick up the pencil.

I wrote what rule number three was and made sure to number them. Which in my head translated to, no more Poppin Pussies for the baby.

Once I was done, he kissed the top of my head and said I could go play in my room. He had to finish up some work and then we'd get pizza for dinner!

I was watching Star Vs. The Forces of Evil and slowly slipping into my littlest headspace. Kovan hadn't asked, but my little age range was pretty wide.