I'm only me.
I'm boring,
I'm annoying.
But I'm trying my hardest.
I really do care about you.
I do still love you.
And I do really miss you.
I know I've fucked up.
I'm sorry.
But I am a real person,
With real feelings,
With a real heart,
My heart is filled with things I love.
You're one of them.
I'm not good at showing my feelings.
But after all,
I am only me.