Blood DownFall [TWO - Seduced Out The Dark]

8. Drugs For The Pain

Pov Shiru
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Eru sighed and leaned back against the headbord of the bed. 

'I noticed, Yoongi told me about it.' I glanced up at her a for a bit and nodded slow. 

'I see... But weren't you and Jungkook fighting a lot as well?' She groaned soft and nodded. 

'Like we do... It's a drama...' I nodded and looked at her while taking a sip quietly.

'Why do you?' I asked, and she shrugged in response.

'Just small and easy things, it's annoying.' I nodded again but shook my head after.

'Boys are way too difficult sometimes.' I said as I felt back on the bed, staring at the ceilling.

'Not if you have the right one...' Eru muttered, almost inaudible, but I still heard it and it made me look up. From the way she glanced at me I could see that she didn't expected me to have heard it. 

'What do you mean with that?' I asked, squinting my eyes a little.

'Well, just, I mean, if you have the right man then you wouldn't fight right?' She said, but I could see that something was behind it. 

'So, you're saying we both have the wrong man?' She shrugged and looked away, sippig her coffee.

'Eru... What are you hiding?' She shook her head and putted the cup down when it was empty.

'Nothing, why do you think I do?' She asked as she gave a suspicious look. 

'Just...' I tilted my head and sniffed.

'Don't you think you're getting a little too close to my boyfriend?' She gave me an unbelievable look and scoffed. 

'What's wrong with being friends with Yoongi? You're friends with Jungkook too.' She said, and she had a point.

Maybe that question was a bit out of the hand... I knew they were just friends and nothing more, I shouldn't be so greedy about him. 

'I... sorry, I didn't mean too... I'm just trying to find a reason why he behaves like this to me.' She rolled her eyes and shook her head.

'Right, and then blame me for it? You know I would never do such a thing as sleeping with him.' I wanted to say something until I realized something and stared at Eru. 

'When did I said something about sleeping with him? I only said that you're getting a little too close to him.' Her cheeks turned into a red color and she huffed.

'Well, maybe you thought that I did, but I didn't.' I glanced at her phone when the screen lit up and snatched it away. I knew what her code was and opened her phone, wanting to check the messages between her and Yoongi. 

She gasped and tried to snatch it back with a shout.

'Give that back! It's mine!' 

'No! I want to see your chat with Yoongi!' I said as I rolled away from her, spilling lukewarm tea over my shirt and the bed.

'There's no need for that! I did nothing with him!' She said, sitting upon me as she again tried to grab her phone back. 

'If you did nothing, why can't I look in the chat?!' I asked with a raised voice as I opened the chat. Before I could read any of the messages, Eru managed to snatch it away. 

'There's nothing okay! Nothing!' I squinted my eyes and rolled on my back, still having her upon me.

'I don't believe you! It's was too suspicious!' I saw that she clenched her jaw and sighed deep as she got off me, throwing her phone on the bed. 

'Okay, fine, I do have something with him, and I did sleep with him, several times, happy now you know it?' 

There it was, the asnwer I didn't want to hear, yet I did. I got up while staring at her and sniffed.

'Don't look at me like that, Yoongi started with flirting, just for your information.' I scoffed and shook my head, tears finally escaping my eyes. 

'Well, have fun with him then.' I muttered before I left the room, knowing exactly who I was going to visit now.
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'Here you go, are you gonna tell me why you're so messed up now?' Cullan asked as he handed me a syringe with my favorite drugs, 4-FA. I shrugged and lifted my sleeve. 

'I told you about the boyfriend drama, didn't I?' He nodded and glanced at the other man that was in the room too, but I didn't care about it.

'He's cheating on me with one of my bestfriends and I just found it out on the same day as I found out that I'm fucking pregnant of him.' He nodded and tried to grab the syringe back.

'Maybe you shouldn't use that if  you're pregnant.' He said, but I turned away from him and dugged the needle in my skin. 

'Fuck it, who cares anyways?' The man chuckled and shook his head. 

'Interesting new customer you have Cul.' His low voice said, which made me think back about Leonard.

'Not now Vince...' Cullan muttered as he stared at the syringe. When I emptied it fully, I gave it back.

'What do you want for it?' I asked, leaning back in the couch while waiting impatiently for the drugs to work.

'Nothing, you can have it for free, this time.' I nodded and closed my eyes.

'Nothing in return? Are you sure about that?' I asked, feeling a bit suspicious about it.

'No, I said, I see you can use it... I will ask the next time something for it in return alright?' I nodded again and sighed deep.

'Ask whatever you want alright?' His soft chuckle calmed me a bit.

'Sure thing girl...' He muttered as he got up.

'I be right back alright? Will get some other kinds of drugs. Maybe meet Vince, he is an another customer of mine.' I nodded quietly and opened my eyes again, seeing Cullan walk off. 

My eyes slowly moved at the muscled guy that was sitting on the couch opposite me and he grinned wide.

'Hey.' He nodded at me and I nodded back. 

'Hey...' 
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