Blood DownFall [TWO - Seduced Out The Dark]

7. Bad Results

Pov Shiru
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I looked  a last time at the tests before I handed them upside down to Yoongi, scared for his reaction. 

He twisted them and looked at them for a while before looking up without raising his chin, which made me feel even worse. 

So I looked down quietly and pulled on my sleeves a bit, waiting for him to talk first, but the silent remained. 

'You're pregnant?' He said after something that felt like 10 minutes, but I knew that it was probably shorter. 

'I guess so...' I looked down until I felt his gaze move to something else then me and looked up again, surprised by the way how he looked. It almost looked like...he was angry... 

'I... I will remove it.' I muttered, thinking that he didn't like the news.  

'If that's what you want.' He murmured before laying the tests down on the sink. I looked at him for a while, scolding myself for feeling tears burn in my eyes. 

I wouldn't cry right now, Yoongi would hate if I did because then I was the poser and overthinker again. 

'I gotta do something.' He said, which he left the bathroom after. I stared at the open door for a while and covered my mouth as soon as a sob left it, grabbing my phone. 

I had to talk with the girls about this, I knew I would break down further if I didn't and I knew for myself that I didn't had the courage to remove a fucking baby from already a month.  
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'Hey Shi.' Rini said as she opened the door. I nodded a little and moved inside Eru's house, looking around a little. 

'Eru just brought drinks and snacks upstairs, Jungkook and Hoseok are downstairs so we thought it would be better if we talked upstairs.' She said with a soft smile as she moved on the first few stairs already. 

'Right, that's better yes, thanks...' I kicked my shoes off and dropped my jacket on floor before walking after Rini quick, looking at a few happy pictures on the from Jungkook and Eru. 

Way too cute.

We entered a room together and Eru smiled wide at me. 

'You look like you saw a ghost girl.' She said as she patted on the two persons bed, signing me to sit down. 

I sat down with a sigh, scratching the back ofmy head. 

'I wished it was just a ghost.' I muttered, dugging the tests I had brought with me a little deeper in my pocket.  

'So, what was the emergency you texted us about?' Rini asked as she took the cup with tea over from Eru.  

I sighed deep and rubbed my eyes, thinking about my words for a while.

'I'm fucked.' I muttered in the end, making Eru smile a bit. 

'Why? Did something happen?' She asked as she handed me a cup tea as well. I crossed my legs and laid why hands around the cup careful, warming them up. 

'Yeah, something did, and I think it's going to mess much up.' Eru and Rini exchanged a few glances and both looked at me, signing me to tell them what it was. I tapped my fingers nervously on my cup and grabbed the tests with a sigh, giving them each one. 

'What is this?' Rini asked after a few seconds. 

'Positive for what?' She looked up with an innocent look and Eru poked her in her side.

'She's pregnant!' Eru said, smiling.

'Why is this bad news? You wanted to become a mother right?' I stared at Eru for a moment, blank.

'Yoongi reacted bad on it...' I saw something change in her eyes, but couldn't tell what.

'What did he do then?' Rini asked after taking a sip of her tea. I sighed deep and rubbed my eyes.

'He literally glared at me and didn't look happy at all and not a 5 minutes later he said he had to do something and left without a pardon.' Rini frowned deep and Eru raised an eyebrow. 

'Why would he react on it like that? That's just mean.' She said with slightly squinted eyes. I shrugged and threw my hands frustrated in the air. 

'The whole fucking week we are already fighting, and even only this week, already for a quite while and it's only getting worse.' I said as tears appeared in my eyes again.

'Any idea why?' Rini asked as she looked at her phone for a moment. I shook my head and fidgeted with my hands. 

'It just came out of nowhere... maybe the relationship is just messed up.' I said with a lump in my throat.

'Don't say that...' Eru muttered while peeking over her coffee cup. I shrugged and looked at the dark liquid in my cup.

'I don't know... It just feels like that.' She nodded and stayed silent. 

'Maybe a break would help?' Rini suggested. 

'And never get back together and raise a fucking child myself?' I asked in disbelief. 

There was no way it would work out if I had to do that. I didn't had work, I didn't earn money and I didn't had another place to stay if I had to get out Yoongi's house if we did break up. And besides that, I'm only nineteen, I was supposed to be studying now, not to have kids. 

Rini shrugged and grabbed a piece of chocolate.

'I don't know, you can remove it too if you can't take care of it.' I stared at the chocolate for a while and shook my head. 

'No, I can't do that.' She nodded a little and sighed. 

'Do you have any ideas Ru?' Rini asked, and Eru shrugged. 

'I really don't know... maybe try and if it doesn't work let someone adopt it or something?' I frowned at myself and shook my head. 

'That's painful...' SHe sighed and nodded in agreement when Rini's phone rang with a timer on it. She turned it off and sighed.

'Me and Hobi planned to eat out tonight... It is a bit of a bad time, sorry.' I shook my head and signed her to go.

'No, I will stay with Eru for a bit longer, have fun with Hope.' She smiled a bit and nodded while getting up. 

'Take care girlies.' We nodded and she hopped out the room without spilling her tea. 

I sniffed and looked up at Eru. 

'It's not going quite well hmm?' She asked, her eyes sad. I shook my head and rubbed my face. 

'No... Definitely not...'
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