Blood DownFall [TWO - Seduced Out The Dark]

36. Future

Pov Shiru
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*Two years after all what happened*

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'Momma look look!' Amri called me, holding a ball above her head proudly while sitting in the tall grass of the garden, flowers surrounding her. 

Yes, I was a proud mother from a one-year-old now. And so were the others, Rini and Eru.

The two last years passed by way too quick, with trial and error, obviously. The days we were in the now burned down house felt like yesterday, moving on was difficult, luckily we had each other.

We still were the friendgroup we were before. Me, Rini and Eru, and as the boys, Hoseok, Jungkook and Yoongi.

Since the moment we were in the hospital we became close again. And since we didn't had any trouble and danger around us anymore we had time enough to talk with each other and solve problems we had with each other.

The first year things didn't went smoothly. Rini was diagnosed with depression and PTSD due what Rex had done to her when see was 15 years old. She finally told us what had happened when she was younger and I still find it terrible. Apparently, when she was 15 she had a car crash with her parents, they died and she survived.

She wandered the streets for a few days when some guys and Rex found her under a bridge and took her to his house. At first he was nice to her and pretended to be a good man and eventually he started abusing her and making his friends do the same. Then one evening he fatally injured her and threw her onto the street, but then Hoseok found her.

She had decided together with us to live in a mental health institution for a while because she was getting worse and worse. It took a few months for her to return to us, but we could always visit her as well in that place.

And now she is a loving mother to a twin, Sunny and Ataru, with yes, who would have guessed it, Hoseok. They still were the greatest couple ever. It was beautiful to see how they supported each other and they complemented each other well.

Hoseok locked himself up a lot the first few months and he developed severe trust issues, but in the end he tried to find help for it, and it did work out well. He slowly became the bright and positive person again like he always had been.

It was great to see him with his son and daughter as well, never thought he was that good with childeren.

Eru became happier again as well, she was diagnosed with androphobia, fear of men, but Jungkook helps her well with it. She confessed to us she was struggling with bad thoughts and thoughts about hurting herself, so we found help together with her. Also, she and Jungkook have a beautiful son since a pretty long while now, Harum is the name.

The boyfriend drama got solved already soon when we were still in the hospital. Eru's pregnancy from Yoongi failed because of the injuries she had and the four of us came to the conclusion that we cheated because we both had shitty relationships that moment and needed love from someone.

Jungkook got diagnosed with an eating disorder after what hapened but with the right help and some up and downs he managed to become healthy and strong again, just like he was before. His role as father helped him as well, since he wants to show his little boy how to live well, it's good to see.

Yoongi was the father of Amri, and I never had seen him happier and prouder then day she got born. He was great for her. Although, he was learning her some bad words and naughty behaviour since that was "Swag, you know?". But I didn't mind, it was funny actually.

Yoongi admitted to us that he was dealing with depression already before all the bad things that happened. Hoseok knew from this and he confirmed it as well. He started working on it immediately after he got out the hospital again, so that was really good of him.

Me myself was still struggling now and then with everything that had happened. I got diagnosed with PTSD as well but out tests appeared that it was from the home-situation I lived in for years. I had a lot of therapy to get myself together again and had a standard meet up every saturday morning with Hunter.

He learned me much more about the vampire-being and helped me a lot with the lost of my mom and brother. It appeared that my grandmother in Poland is a mighty vampire as well and Hunter would try to get in touch with her for me.

All by all, things were going much better now, and I was grateful for that. Everything that happened made me see that life is vulnerable and that you need to make careful decisions about what you should do and what you shouldn't you do.

Life isn't a game, you only get to live it once, and with all the expierences you go through you should always try to turn things in something positive and keep your head up. If you don't, you end up further and further in a deep hole and it will get more and more difficult to get out of that.

But even if that did happen, you can always win that fight, with the right help, with the right people and with the right attitude.

I learned that a big part of how you stand in your life is all about your mindset. It's important to think well, if you don't you don't come far in your life either.

'Very good darling...' I shoot a smile at the little girl before Harum stole the ball away from her, making her shout things I couldn't relate to a word at him, but he just laughed and hid behind his father's and mother's backs.

Further in the garden were Sunny and Ataru fighting over Yoongi in his cat-form who was trying to survive getting drowned in a bucket by both of them.

Hoseok luckily kept an eye on them so Rini could peacefuly teach me how to draw an face.
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To Be Continued....