hell bound with you || jjk x reader ||

chapter : 03

Everything that just happened right then started re-playing in her mind as she couldn't believe herself. She actually did something so outrageous like that? It was simply unbelievable.

Now that she pondered about it, she couldn't fathom where she got her bravery from to approach him, much more offer herself to a stranger as mysterious and dangerous as him. Was she really that disapperate?!

Yn was aware that what she did was pure madness but.... Deep in her heart, she didn't regret it and the fact that, that man rejected her unexpectedly motivated her.

She thought that he really was the man she had been looking for. A heartless man who didn't fall for anyone. She didn't know why but she believed him when he said he didn't do love and he never would.

Maybe it was because she could see the truth in his eyes. She didn't know why but she just felt that the man had an icy her that would never, never melt.

But was it possible for her to fall in love is such a man? She wondered. Would it possible for her to love a man who was cold so cold that he might even scare her poor heart away?

She didn't know but, like Eve, she wanted to taste the forbidden fruit, even though she knew it might bring her pain. Besides, didn'tthey say that ' love builds up ' and ' love is blind ' ?

At this point , she thought that there was really no reason for her to even tell herself to be careful anymore. There was no point for her to chicken out anymore because she was going to die soon and if she wanted her wish to come true, she had to do ir NOW. She just knew that this was her last chance.

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When she arrived home, her family was waiting for her in the living room, watchig their Favorite tv-show.

They then had another pleasant and peaceful dinner before YN finally went in her room.

After taking shower, she lay in her bed. She had been thinking about that man all night, even when she was in the shower. strangely, she couldn't stop. Was it because he rejected her? Probably not. Maybe, it was because of his ever so striking appearance? The probability was so high.

YN couldn't help but think that he wasn't real as she remembered every feature of his face very clearly in her head. She then lifted the note that pleasant man in black jacket gave her and stared at it for a long while.

Aims she lay there, her eyes finally drifted close. The next thing she knew the sun was already streaming through her windows.

She rose and did her daily routine : arranged her bed, helped her grandmother to prepare breakfast, and after eating together, she got ready for work, kissed her family goodbye before she drove back to the city.

After YN graduated from college, she volunteered to work at the morning Sun orphanage. Her family co-founded that orphanage and she had become a part time volunteer since High school. Her job was mainly assisting the teachers during class time.

She was assigned to read books to the kids on the weekdays, expect Fridays, and she loved what she was doing. She had grown to care very much about the children and she treated them as her family. She was truly happy extending any help for as long as she was able.

It was monday so the kids that hadn't Sean her for 3 days were excited to see her. The embraced her one by one in the hallway as soon as they saw her.

" Miss yn, we missed you! " The youngest in the bunch Betty, kiss her on the cheek.

" I missed you too darling! Now let's get inside, your teacher is coming! " Yn assisted Mrs jung, the kid's teacher, the whole day, she read the story of ' the little prince ' this time and when the class was over, Yn headed to a coffee shop near the orphanage.

She had sent Kelly, her friend, a message last night that she wanted to talk to her about something so they planed to meet at this shop-----their favourite meeting place since college.

" How are you?! You were pretty drunk last night! " Yn said while looking at Kelly with a raised brow. " Do I look that bad?! "

" Yep. "

" Don't lie yn, I made sure that my eye bags are perfectly covered. " She huffed and yn could only chuckled. Har friend Kelly yang was insanely rich. She didn't really know why the two of them, who were worlds apart from each other had become the best of friends.

Kelly during college was definitely envied by many. She was pretty, super rich and had lots of suitor. However, she was alone at school. Only boys who wanted to hit on her approached her and the ladies avoided her like the
Plague.

When yn began talking to her and they eventually became close, the students started calling her Kelly's maid. She couldn't blame them. She did look like a maid compared to the fashionable and sophisticated  Kelly.

But yn didn't really care. She knew that Kelly was a good person, and she was her friend no matter what everyone said.

Back then, Kelly was the one who kept being enraged  every time people mocked yn. She even insisted on dressing her up, God only knew how many times she had begged her, but yn refused her again and again until the girl eventually gave up.

" So? What's the agenda?! I am really curious, you know? You calling me out like this, So rare. " Kelly sipped on her drink  as she looked at her friend with narrowed eyes.

Letting out a deep sign, yn  pressed her lips tightly before she looked at her friend. " I have found a man! " Yn said and Kelly chocked on her drink. " Careful Kelly! "

" Cough, cough,..... What did you say? Y-you? You found a man? You!? " Kelly looked like she just heard something so damn unbelievable. " Calm down, don't be too loud! "

" Oh my God, yn! How can I be calm right now? You...... my ever so innocent yn Finally found a man you like?! "

" Well, I still can't say if I like him but..... He is the man I have been looking for and..... he's the one I want. "

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