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I let out a soft moan and he immediately stops kissing me

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I let out a soft moan and he immediately stops kissing me. He rubs a hand over his face. "We... we can't." He says. I get off his lap and stand in front of him.  "Let's just pretend this never happened."

I feel tears threading to come out of my eyes. I rush out his bedroom and sprint towards the front door. "I have to go!" I say before opening the door and walking out.

I take deep breaths while walking to my car. I can't do this, I have to avoid him at all costs.

It's freezing outside and I just wanna lay in my bed and sleep this off, today was too much for my comfort. I grab my keys from my jacket and unlock my car. I step in and drive out of the garage to my house.

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I unlock the front door. I ignore everything and run to Daimon. I hug him and I start to cry. I'm not sad at all, I'm just frustrated and angry. How could he lead me on like that.

"Hey, what happened?" He says softly. I explain everything to him and I try to keep my tears in. "I don't get why he would kiss me and then push me off!" I say angrily He nods and listens to me. "I can't believe he even said to forget it! How could I ever forget that?!" I break out in tears again.

"Do you want me to talk to him?" He asks. I try to rub my tears away from my eyes. "No, that would be embarrassing..." He nods. "I'm going to sleep." I say.

I walk back to the hallway and hang up my jacket and remove my shoes. I walk to my room avoiding everyone. I don't know if I'm able to go to school tomorrow, I don't wanna see him and I feel like shit.

I change in comfortable pajamas and snuggle into my bed.

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I look at my lockscreen, seeing messages at the bottom of it.

Angel: Where are you?
Angel: Did something happen yesterday?
Angel: anwser!

l take a deep breath. I don't feel like answering her, what if she's going to tell Valentino? She doesn't even know that I like him. It's not like I don't wanna tell her, she my bestfriend but she's just to close to him.

Valentino: I'm sorry about yesterday, I don't want to make things awkward between us.

For fuck sakes, can he leave me alone?! Might as well get a restraining order now.

I take the covers off me and place a feet out of the bed then the other one. I stand up putting my hands on my hips, I close my eyes and focus on other things, I hear someone running across the hallway, I think it's Valerie. I want to know who it is, I need to get out of my room anyways. I put my hair in a ponytail and walk to the door. I open it and I see Valerie standing in front of the bathroom.

"what's up Valie?" She turns around. "I want to take a bath but everyone is busy." She pouts. "Well I'm not, so let's go." I pick her up and open the bathroom door. "which smell do you want today?" I ask her. "Vanille!" "Alright, let's find it." I put her down and I look in the cabinet  for a vanille bath bomd, shower foam and shampoo. "Here it is." I mumble to myself. I grab it and place on the bathtub edge. I turn the tap on, I feel the water to test if it's not to warm.

The water hits the middle and I place the bath bomb on the water. I pick up Valerie and place her in the bath tub.

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My body lays on the couch like a melted marshmallow, eyes hanging low while a movie is playing on the tv. I hear footsteps around me, a too familiar smell finds it way into my nostrils.

Nope, not today. I'm going to pretend that I'm sleeping.

I hear voices in the kitchen. It's kind of muffled, but I try to focus on it. "You can't do that to my little sister and pretend everything's fine." I hear my brother say. "look man, I wasn't planning on doing it. It just happened in the moment, I didn't know so was going to react to it like that.." he sighs. "Obviously, you barely know her." Daimon says in a snarky tone.

He's right. I changed and I'm not the person anymore that Valentino knows. Maybe I overreacted but I need to stand up for myself. After what Lorenzo did to me, I started to be a better version of myself. Less insecure, more independent. I admit that I was so desperate that I got in a relationship with Lorenzo. I know he wasn't the best, but I never saw that coming.

A phone ring interrupts my thoughts. "Shit, it's my dad. I have to go." Valentino says. I hear him rush out of the house.

Daimon sighs and walks over to me. "I know you're not sleeping and for the record I didn't say anything, he started." I open one eye and look at him. "I believe you." I say softly. I close my eyes again.

"I'll let you sleep but you can't skip school tomorrow." Daimon says in a serious tone. "Yeah yeah." I sigh and roll my closed eyes.

He's not worth my grades. I need to focus on other things, I need to move on. This crush on him has been here for way too long.

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