Is It Worth It?

4 Under the stars

(Edward's pov)

I opened my eyes or atleast tried. The way my head hurt, ahh. What did I do? Oh shit. I got myself drunk didn't I?

"Someone's up. "Gemma stood near the door . She has all the right to be angry.
" Do you have any idea what you did idiot? You really are out of your mind. Is it so much trouble for you to in the least, inform us where you are? "

"I know Gem. I am sorry. I didn't really plan for what happened last night"

"Mom was so worried Ed. You better call her now. I don't think she had a good night's sleep. "

"Yeah.I am calling her now and is that coffee I smell? "

"No it's sugar coated poison made just for you. " She walked down stairs.

I rang mom. She picked up before it even rang.

"Edward! How are you sweet heart? Are you alright? " I could sense the worry in her voice.

"I am alright mom. After all you did send an angel to make me right. I am sorry I got you worried."

"Oh Ed. I know you are. What happened? Do you want to talk about it? " I know she is really worried for me given the stunt I pulled yesterday afternoon.

"I am fine mom. I was just.. I just let it get to my head. I know I am not supposed to.. but they have been really getting to my nerve. So I found the chance to fly away without telling anyone there.. Clearly doesn't solve anything. "

"Edward dear, do you want me to come over? I know they hurt you. They can't control you. I talken to Lillian yesterday. She was really sorry about it too. They said it won't happen again. I think they understand now. You should talk to them when you are ready. " Lillian is my manager.My management have been ordering me around too much lately following a tabloid news that came before week.

"Thankyou mom. I will talk to them. Love you. "

"Love you Ed.Have a good day. I'll call back later. "

"Bye mum"I hung up the phone.I walked down to the kitchen. Gemma walked in with steaming cups of tea, the aroma filling the living room.

" So Ed.. "We were sipping tea.

" So... What? "I was confused by this casual tea conversation motive. Her face said otherwise.

" So do I also have to believe that you were in Lowhill Bar and Restaurant cause of you're pr management trouble. Or are you gonna spill? "

"Yeah.I might spill this tea on you if you want. What are talking about. My head is already spinning and you're interrogation is not helping" I was genuinely puzzled.

"Okay then Ed. You can take rest and I will never bring up about the girl again. I have to go now. My flight's is in less than an hour" She had finished her coffe and was walking back to the kitchen.

"Girl? What girl Gem?I don't know what you're talking about. " I followed her to the kitchen finishing my cup of tea. "I hope ur not drunk for your flight. Come on now.What is it? You can't walk away with that? "

" Oh.. So you really don't remember. Nothing much then. You were seated behind a girl in the bar when I came. Oh.. If you go there again, you owe the bartender Benk a one. He kept his word.Both of them stayed till I reached there and seemingly no one tweeted or called the paps. " She was ready at the front door. I gave her a tight hug.

"Thank you for last night Gem. What would I without you? "

"I don't know, probably in that girl's bed" She teased.

"Oh shut up. You know I am not 'drink it up and lay with a random some at a bar.' "

" I know that. She also didn't strike me as that girl. " She chuckled. "Alright bye. Take care."

" You really have to stop this random talking sista. Bye.Text me when you land"I shouted back as she boarded her ride.

It's my day off and I decided to be home and get as much sleep as possible. I turned my phone on and God! There were so many messages and missed calls from my boys. I texted all of them back.My sister really woke up today and decided to plant random thoughts in my brain for the day. I don't remember much from yesterday.
I would like to believe Gem has gone nuts, but my distant parts of brain say otherwise. From the memory being flashed in my brain now, I remembered two people picking me off the ground and one of them was a girl. I don't seem to know anything more. I was off to sleep before any more thoughts.

I was in a bar. I could hear the heavy rain outside, playing it's beat on the road. There was no around. I heard the door open, walked in a girl in brown sweater and blue jeans. Her brown hair hung in bangs in her forehead and the rest in freestyle rested easily on her shoulders. I couldn't recognize her but was still familiar. I tried to look at her face more keenly. But couldn't, I felt bright light on my eyes and suddenly couldn't see anything.I heard her voice, not so clearly but enough to realize she was on her phone with someone who was asking so many questions and she seemed to be only answering them , with her calm voice. Her voice.. It was smooth and calm like the waves in the night. I tilted my head up and there were stars. So many of them, shining brightly like I have never seen them before. I looked down and all I could feel was her lips against mine, passionately.I could feel grass on my back. We were both lying down with her on top me.My shirt was off and so was her top. I had my arms wrapped around her and and kissed her bottom lip. She gave a little moan before plunging into my lips for a deeper kiss. She was taking control all over me. We parted to catch breath .

"When did you get the ice cream? And you remembered my fav?" Her golden eyes shined at mine brighter than any star.

"Chocolate.How could I forget anything you ever said? Hey ,don't forget. Tomorrow 6 o clock. I'll be waiting down the hill. "
We kissed . We both could feel our heart going high and our breaths so uneven,craving for more. She didn't seemed to care about the ice cream
or tomorrow. Her touch, her lips, they set me on fire.She trailed her kisses down.. to my neck.. My chest.. She caressed her finger touch on my abs and wrapped other around my neck.She was all I wanted. Her. She continued down. Played her time on my abdomen. Looked up, gave me a naughty smirk.

I woke up, short of breath.Oh My.I was lying on my couch in my home and the sun shining bright through the windows.I hit myself in my head. I must have drifted off to sleep here .

I had some pizza Gem had ordered before she left. Why did I have such a dream? I have never had such a steamy hot dream in a while.

Who was she?

I heard my phone beep.

Gem: Landed.

Me: (thumbs up emoji)

Me: Are you sure about the girl you told me earlier?

Gem: I have decided not to talk random E.

Me: How considerate of you. Quit playing G. Do you remember her? How did she look? Her name?

Gem: Drooling over some one you claim not to remember? I wouldn't recommend.

Me: Oh shut up. Fine, thank her for me.

Gem: I will. I asked you to thank Benk, not the girl. Save yourself the misery. She seemed way out you league.

Me: Bye

Whatever the dream meant..dreams don't always mean something, do they?

We were tangled together under the stars .It felt too good, maybe that's why it's a dream. Whatever it was, it felt heavenly. I couldn't stop thinking...

But who was she? Who was the girl in the bar?

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