Is It Worth It?

7 Boyfriend

(Riya's pov)

We were in the studio before the rest of the boys were. Edward went to his hotel to take a shower and change so, I had some time for me while our managers were in the next room discussing on the music video of this song. I found a violin on the couch at the corner of the room. I smiled like an idiot looking at it. I love playing violin. It is more than just a musical instrument to me. If there is anything I did ,that made me feel my soul , it's playing the violin to myself.

I started playing it with my eyes closed and a smile on my lips.

"Heeyyyyy.Were you playing that? That was bloody hell brilliant." Adam walked in to the room.

"You are full of surprises ,aren't you?" Edward followed right after.

After all 5 were there, we started working on the song. We wrote the lyrics ,all the 5 and me. I was on top of the moon. This was my dream project.
As my mum once said, "You will get there baby girl.If you know where you are going, find a rope of hope however thin it appears and hang on to it tightly. You will get there if you don't ever let go"and here I am. I love you mom.

It's been about an hour and we had already finished most of the song. We thought the chorus of the song needed a change because it just wasn't hitting right with the rest of the song.

"Something like ...we can make it till the end.I know you are afraid...and I am too cause we have never seen it happen before... But we can make it.. We can be the first ones... You know what I mean..like.." I was trying to get the lines for the chorus , wrapping my mind around this thought.

"We don't have to be like the ones before... I know we can make it till the end. " Ed was humming it to the tune. "Does that work? Or just like.. uhmm... " He started singing again with crooked eyebrows. "We don't have to be like the ones before. We can make it till the end." His hands danced elegantly in the air while he was staring at the wall still trying to figure it out.

"Yeah Ed" Adam gave a loud clap.

"We don't have to be like them" I sang with the tune and looked at Ed for his approval for the change I made.He nodded his head like little child, snapping his fingers, his eyes lit up and "We can make it till the end" we, as in me and Ed sang the last line together.

There was a sudden spark in the room through everyone's smile as we knew we did it. We wrote the song in like an hour.

"Nothing can come between You and I" All 6 of us completed the chorus as Dylan hit his high note at the last.

"And that's a wrap ladies and gentlemen" Nicholas and Adams stood up shouting with their hands wide open in the air. We all laughed.That's when my phone rung again for about the hundredth time since the morning and I declined it for the thousandth time giving a sigh.

"Are you all right? You might wanna take that. It's going on since the morning"Ed whispered in my ears. How does he notice every single thing?

" No it's alright. I am alright. Thankyou. " I lied flat.

We were all dispersing and my phone rang once more. I didn't have it in me anymore and I took it.

"Uncle Theore, I am busy right now. I am not in New York. You can call Chris if you need anything. Bye. "

"Don't you hang up on me. I damn well know you are not in New York. It's all over the internet Riya. "

"I don't understand what do you mean -"

"Oh.. Don't play innocent here please. Were you even thinking anything before you went out with that man? "

"I am not playing innocent. What are you talking about? I didn't go out with anyone. Stop yelling at me Theore. "I had lost all my patience to acknowledge him 'uncle' .