As I moved away after the kiss I noticed how I felt no sparks. In the back of my mind I felt as if I had a kiss before that gave me sparks, but I could'nt remember and pushed the thought away. This just didn't feel right any more for some reason I felt as if I had to leave Harry. Something pushed me away from Harry and it was someone in the house.
"Harry?"
"Yes babe?"
"I'm so sorry for this. And I know I am going to regret this, but it just doesn't feel right. I can't keep this away and I need to let this out." I choked on my words and accidentally blurted out the dumbest secret I had. This was also the most important secret. "I used to cut" I froze. Did i really just say that. I couldn't believe myself.
"What! Do you anymore I promise I will help you through thispleasedon'tleavemeIthinkIloveyouandIknowthatsprematurebutitstrueandIcantholdbackanylonger"
"Styles slow down" I looked into his large green eyes.
"I love you"
"I love you too"
After that we walked home. Thats all. I walked inside and saw Zayn on the couch glaring at Harry like he was super mad. I didn't know why. I went into my room and went into my suitcase. In the bottom was a scrapbook my dad had snuck in, probably so I don't forget him. I looked through it. Finally I got to my high school years. I saw a bunch of pictures. I turned the page and saw a large picture of me and...ZAYN KISSING! Why was I kissing Zayn how could I had known Zayn I had no idea what was going on and I was so confused. I got up and took the scrapbook down stairs. I turned off the movie and stood infront of Zayn.
"Hey you little Bradford Badass explain this!" he looked at the pictures.
"Kylie I can explain"
"Why were you kissing me?"
"Because we were dating then, but I broke your heart and You were driving home while crying and got into a car accident. You lost memory of that happening."
"Thats it you broke my heart. Wait you were the one I felt sparks with when I kissed weren't you?"
"Yes and I have been trying to win you back ever since that day."
"I will have to think about things." I couldn't believe I was doing this but "Harry until I figure things out I am going to need to have a break from our relationship"
"Okay babe I just hope you are happy with your decision in the end"
"Thanks Hazza"
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sorry its such a short chapter and I haven't been writing lately I have been busy and stuff so yeah vote comment and read and subscribe or whatever it is on Wattpad sorry im new.
