TW: alcoholism; death mentioned
*around a year later*
Lucy's POV
Last week was my birthday, I know mum won't come back and I miss her but I won't cry—I can't cry. My first day in school is tomorrow and I think I should hide my eyes, they can't know that I have a red and a white eye, that isn't normal at least the white isn't. Dad told me that my mum also had red eyes, but she was a blonde and I think if I had blonde hair I would be looking better. Then I wouldn't look that much like dad, he isn't the good person from my memories anymore, he changed since mum is gone. But he still loves me — I think, I can't tell if he's serious or not because he's always drunk but I know that I love him and I need to care for him as well as for myself. I need to act differently in school or else they would know and take me from him, I can't let that happen, he was sad enough after what happend to mum.
I should get groceries today and I need new contact lenses so that no one can see my eyes and that I seem normal. On my way I see some children on the playground, they look happy and have fun. I wish I could just go to them and join them in their game of tag but they don't know me and I have to care for dad so I don't have any time for friends. I wished mum could come back and fix dad for me since I don't know how.
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Hidden Self (a DSMP school au)
Fanfiction!DISCONTINUED! When Lucy Ferrington was 6 years old, she and her parents got into a car accident, where her mother died. Her father got depressed, she got hurt in many ways. Lucy feels the need to hide her true self, when some people found out... Hi...
