Chapter 1

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Poetry 1  [A Beautiful Star]

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All I could do was wait for midnight, where i could all hear silence and peace. No one would be there to say any single word. No one would disturb me and I wouldn't have to listen to anybody's secrets, taunts and voices. My head is erupting by thoughts and voices like a volcano which i could feel the pain physically like it has been hitting on some hard rock and constantly banging on it and the blood is invisible. But I'm bleeding through my heart, i feel the knot building in my stomach and I wanna scream through my lungs till I can't scream or speak anymore . My ears feel like it's been shut down in the coffin and i can't seem to hear anything unless I zoned out completely and then the only things i hear are several voices in my head, unpleasant things till I become mad. I want to put my pain into words in this way, writing till my hands get tremble and numb from writing too much constantly and I couldn't hold a pen for even the next second. I want to sleep forever till I wake up in the afterlife. And now here i am, as I close my eyes, my body is relaxed now. Freed from all the worries and depression of the world which I've been holding throughout my whole life. The pleasure of relaxation I'm feeling is beyond the parallel universe. I feel at ease leaving everything behind and i couldn't care more because I've freed myself from myself to the point where all i could ever see is a dark sky full of stars calling me to join them. I smiled at myself and made my way to become one of them,

𝘼 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧.

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I just write what i feel. Hope you like it. Enjoy while listening to this masterpiece. <3! ✨🤍

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