Is this the end?

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Warning ⚠️: mentioning of $h+ doing $h⚠️


Bills point of view:I woke up beside pearl but unexpectedly also lots of notification messages from the group chat of my band so I called them "bill what the fuck we've been calling you for the last 2 hours" Tom yelled "yeah! You need to come righ...

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Bills point of view:
I woke up beside pearl but unexpectedly also lots of notification messages from the group chat of my band so I called them "bill what the fuck we've been calling you for the last 2 hours" Tom yelled "yeah! You need to come right now it's not even a joke" Gustav said mad "bill come on we can't wait!" Georg also yelled "can someone please explain what's happening?" I asked "we have a tour in LA we need to go now" Tom said "wait how long are we staying there?" I asked  "we're not sure a year or more maybe forever!" Gustav said "what? No I can't leave pearl alone" I said mad "bill grow a pair she's also in a band shell forget about you and get over it I'm pretty sure she'll also be busy" Tom said "but I won't be able to forget her Tom you don't understand" I said tearing up "bill the bus is coming soon pack up" Georg said emotionless and the call ended "hello?" I said.no one spoke or answer then I heard the beeping *beep beep "this call has ended click-" before the thing could even finish I closed my phone I had already had my stuff packed because I wasn't planning on staying with pearl for a lot. I kissed her head as she was softly as sleep and got up "I'm so sorry pearl" I said and then she woke up "bill where are you going?" She said in her sleepy raspy voice but I wasn't able to reply "I'm sorry I can't" I said as I started to cry "what's wrong bill why are you crying?" Pearl said as she quickly went over to me and hugged me but I pushed her away why? I didn't know i just felt like my anger was taking over me "bill?" Pearl said "don't come close to me!" I yelled at her as I Wipped away my tears "did I do something wrong? Bill please tell me" pearl said as she tried to reach out for me again but I slapped her hand away "I'm breaking up with you I can't do this anymore" I said it. The words I hate. The words I'd hate to hear from Pearl. I was the first to say it my world was over "what? What did I do wrong I'll change I promise!" Pearls said as tears fell from her eyes to her soft cheeks "I'm sorry I just can't do this anymore" I said and I took my bag and luckily the bus came and hunk outside "bye Pearlly" I said and left and went outside and went on the bus. When I went on it I sat in my seat and stayed quiet "finally we thought you would- wait why do you look like you were crying" Tom asked me but I just started to cry again but way more harder and out both of my hands to cover my face I imagined pearl hugging me and comforting me like she was still here "I broke up with pearl" I said crying "calm down it will be okay" Gustav said and hugged me as I cried in his shoulder

Pearls point of view:
He left me "why?" I questioned myself and I cried I was in too much pain to even realize what I was doing. I went to my dresser drawer and opened it the first thing I see is a blade I take that blade and swipe it across my wrist crying. After I was done I cleaned tha blade and put it away and put a cloth on my wrist I was numb but I was in tears "did I do something wrong?" I questioned myself again as i was crying I threw away the cloth and wore a hoodie and layed on my bed hugging my pillow as if it was bill and sobbed on it but my tiredness took over me and I fell asleep hugging my pillow pretending it was my ex boyfriend, pretty pathetic right? But I didn't care I just slept hopping that this was all a nightmare and when I would wake up I would find bill beside me and no scars on my wrist.
Authors note:
I actually like this, but what do you think will happen to pearl and what I'll happen to bill?

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