Warning ⚠️: mentioning of $h+ doing $h⚠️
Bills point of view:
I woke up beside pearl but unexpectedly also lots of notification messages from the group chat of my band so I called them "bill what the fuck we've been calling you for the last 2 hours" Tom yelled "yeah! You need to come right now it's not even a joke" Gustav said mad "bill come on we can't wait!" Georg also yelled "can someone please explain what's happening?" I asked "we have a tour in LA we need to go now" Tom said "wait how long are we staying there?" I asked "we're not sure a year or more maybe forever!" Gustav said "what? No I can't leave pearl alone" I said mad "bill grow a pair she's also in a band shell forget about you and get over it I'm pretty sure she'll also be busy" Tom said "but I won't be able to forget her Tom you don't understand" I said tearing up "bill the bus is coming soon pack up" Georg said emotionless and the call ended "hello?" I said.no one spoke or answer then I heard the beeping *beep beep "this call has ended click-" before the thing could even finish I closed my phone I had already had my stuff packed because I wasn't planning on staying with pearl for a lot. I kissed her head as she was softly as sleep and got up "I'm so sorry pearl" I said and then she woke up "bill where are you going?" She said in her sleepy raspy voice but I wasn't able to reply "I'm sorry I can't" I said as I started to cry "what's wrong bill why are you crying?" Pearl said as she quickly went over to me and hugged me but I pushed her away why? I didn't know i just felt like my anger was taking over me "bill?" Pearl said "don't come close to me!" I yelled at her as I Wipped away my tears "did I do something wrong? Bill please tell me" pearl said as she tried to reach out for me again but I slapped her hand away "I'm breaking up with you I can't do this anymore" I said it. The words I hate. The words I'd hate to hear from Pearl. I was the first to say it my world was over "what? What did I do wrong I'll change I promise!" Pearls said as tears fell from her eyes to her soft cheeks "I'm sorry I just can't do this anymore" I said and I took my bag and luckily the bus came and hunk outside "bye Pearlly" I said and left and went outside and went on the bus. When I went on it I sat in my seat and stayed quiet "finally we thought you would- wait why do you look like you were crying" Tom asked me but I just started to cry again but way more harder and out both of my hands to cover my face I imagined pearl hugging me and comforting me like she was still here "I broke up with pearl" I said crying "calm down it will be okay" Gustav said and hugged me as I cried in his shoulderPearls point of view:
He left me "why?" I questioned myself and I cried I was in too much pain to even realize what I was doing. I went to my dresser drawer and opened it the first thing I see is a blade I take that blade and swipe it across my wrist crying. After I was done I cleaned tha blade and put it away and put a cloth on my wrist I was numb but I was in tears "did I do something wrong?" I questioned myself again as i was crying I threw away the cloth and wore a hoodie and layed on my bed hugging my pillow as if it was bill and sobbed on it but my tiredness took over me and I fell asleep hugging my pillow pretending it was my ex boyfriend, pretty pathetic right? But I didn't care I just slept hopping that this was all a nightmare and when I would wake up I would find bill beside me and no scars on my wrist.
Authors note:
I actually like this, but what do you think will happen to pearl and what I'll happen to bill?
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Lost and found by you (bill kaulitz)
ActionIt all started in 2000 you (pearl) had just moved to Germany you were German but ever since your mom and dad got into a fight because he cheated on your mom your mom divorced your father and now you live with your mom.