Lost and found by you (bill kaulitz)

Why am i like this?

Pearls point of view:
I woke up looking at my wrist so my wish didn't happen like i wanted it too. I wanted to wake up in the hands of bill with a clean wrist wich clearly didnt happen "shit i forgot i have to call the band for a break I seriously can't" i said as i rubbed my eyes trying to get the sleep crust out of them. I reached for my phone and called my band "pearl oh my god i thought you were dead what happened? The break up is all over the news" Lily said "yeah I got so worried are you okay pearl?" Kelly said "shit what. But whatever that wasn't what I called for I can't take  it anymore we need to take a break" i said as i put my hand on my head i had such a big headache "break? Pearl what do you mean break from the band?" Luna said. Oh yeah me and Luna got on good hands together she apologized and I had accepted it at the end of the day we were a band we can't hate each other but back to what i was gonna say "yeah exactly I'm done i feel like shit" i said emotionless as my eyes watered as i remembered what happened yesterday "oh pearl I'm so sorry but if that what you want and if you think it's for the best then sure" Lily said "yeah I agree with Lily if you feel like it's the best so you could get better than I'm fine with it" Luna said "same here" Kelly said "I'm so glad you guys understand i love you guys so much" i said as i was happy that they understood "of course were not just bandmates pearl were best friends" Kelly said and we said our goodbyes and I hung up. After I had hung up I just lied on my bed looking at the ceiling "why am I like this" I said and I put my pillow on my face and began to cry

Bills point of view:
I sat on the bed still feeling miserable "what if she tries to kill her self this isn't okay!" I yelled at them "woah woah bill why do you say this?" Gustav asked shocked "yeah like bill don't think the worst of it" Tom said "of course you can say this unbothered Tom you have a new chick every fucking day in your bed!" I yelled. Ever since me and pearl broke up I wasn't able to sleep my thoughts were all over her "well it's not my problem I'm that hot" Tom said as he shrugged and left the room "god Tom!" I yelled "bill it's okay just take it easy" Georg said "i cant shes taking over my thoughts!" I said as i covered my face with both of my hands. Georg sat beside me on the bed and patted my back "it's okay bill" Gustav said sweetly "is it though? I feel miserable" i said sad "i know what will fix this a good old trio hug" Gustav said "yeah I agree" Georg said as he chuckled trying to lighten up the mood and we all hugged "thanks guys" i said as i pulled out of the hug and smiled i was glad they were my bet friends.

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Authors note:
hey guys😭 so I honestly was just going on with my day yesterday at school but then I kept thinking abt writing a chapter and I thought of all of this at school so I hope you like it. I'll try to write more often so don't hate me! I still love Tokio Hotel so much -much love Alice