NEXT DAY- 10 pm
When Devonte dropped me off I just showered and went to bed.
I woke up and did my morning routine, I didn't hear my sister so I guess she's not up yet.
I went to the kitchen, I made some porridge so that I can give Ari some (her sister).
After I made the porridge i saw my mother enter the kitchen .
"You girl, weh yah do inna mi kitchen", she says
🧠: sure know yuh nuh blind suh yuh obviously see seh mia mek porridge.
"Mia mek porridge", I say to her
"A attitude yah ketch wid mi", she says
"Lady gwaan weh yah guh nuh man and stop harass me, mi nuh inna it wid yuh dis morning", I say upset because am not a morning person and she a upset mi now
"Doh mek mi affi slap off yuh face likkle pickney, doh fuck yuh self wid mi", she said causing me to walk away from her drinking my porridge
"Nuh know a who set da woman deh pon mi", I say to myself
I live in a toxic household where my mom would abuse both me and my sister, I can tell my dad about it but he has a whole other family and I just don't wanna bother him. He still takes care of us financially, he bought the house, pays the bills and buys us all the things we need because my mom is unable to do it. Me and my sister both share the same dads and he takes her every other week.
She walked up to me and punched me in my face .
I touched my nose and it was bleeding.
Mi just stare pon har cause how dat call fah
"Nuh mek mi juk out yuh eye dem, doh look pon mi", she says
"Den yah somebody fi mi look pon", I say and that made her punch me again, this time catching my eye
"Weh bloodclaat do yuh lady" I ask raising my voice
"Watch yuh mouth and doh talk to mi suh ugly pickney", she says
"An a you push mi and dem claim to seh wi look alike suh wah dat mean fi you" I say to her
"Mi nuh know why mi neva tek di abortion pill when no did pregnant wid yuh, a sake a yuh dutty daddy mek mi ave yuh enuh, mi should lock mi ears and kill yuh likkle dutty rass", she says
That lowkey hurt me because no matter wah she do mi, a still mi mada and mi love her. As much as she abuse mi, mi nah guh eva lick her back because mi cya stoop suh low fi guh beat her up.
"Di mount abortion yuh do, mi nuh know yuh walk through cemetery, let alone gah yuh bed a night time. Yuh nuh hear dem a ball fi yuh" I say
"Move from in front a mi" she says
I got up and washed my dishes
My sister woke up from all the commotion so I went to go get her
"Mama", she says causing me to giggle
"Come let's get you in the bath" I say to her
I gave her a bath, moisturized her and got her dressed in a pink dress
"You ready to eat baby", I say to her
"Yes please" she says smiling
"Alright lets go" I say picking her up
We went downstairs and I fed her the porridge.
She such a good baby. She's already respectful and so adorable.
"Phone", she says and I gave her my phone to play with
