Hanahaki Disease (Donixity)

.~Shattered Feelings~.

Hello, Pavlova's! 
Just put up the tree and everything. I still have to help with the food for it/cooking.
! Disclaimer ! This contains badly written angst and fluff.
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Renn's POV
I sigh in boredom, sitting in the plastic chair next to Lynix's white bed, glaring down at him, I had to watch over him while Kiply got some supplies to help with sickness. She said she 'knows what she's doing' but I do doubt that...

My thoughts lead me to questions without answers, my mind in a state of intense thinking as I look into the void hole, my endless thoughts going around and around like a childish merry-go-round, muttering to myself quietly, to help my thoughts become open instead of stuck cooped up in my head.

"R-Renn?"
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The blonde's grumble snapped me out of my thinking as my eyes shifted to where Lynix was, his blue eyes had a mix of sadness and fear in them as if he knew his last life straw was near the end, it made my heart turn slightly at my friend's condition, I didn't know him very well as he didn't hang out much... It still hurt me to see him like this. It hurt me to see anyone like this.

"Lynix. What happened?" I ask him, discomfort spreads through his face as he sits up on the white bed, looking at me with the same eyes but having discomfort mixed in with it, I knew just from the way he was looking at me he was afraid... Of what though? This was all so confusing...

"I... Can't say... You wouldn't understand. Just promise me something..." Lynix says in a soft voice, it had a sad tone to it, nowhere near the sweet soothing soft tone, it was depressing which made my heart crack and my stomach turn... I don't particularly appreciate seeing my friend hurt. although... I could never predict what he would say next.

"Please take care of cats if I die... I know we've barely talked before. But you seem nice." Lynix announces to me, it makes my eyes widen as I choke a little on air, not believing what Lynix is implying. It broke my heart more, the thought of Lynix dying repeating in my head, it was a horrid image of Lynix's corpse on the ground...

"Don't be silly... You won't die... You'll be fine." I state in a comforting tone, trying to stay optimistic here. But it really wasn't working in my favour... I swallow the knot in my throat, my hands shaking slightly, anxiously.

"You can never be sure on that Renn... Never." Lynix states as he gives me a narrowed-eyed look, making my nerves grow as I twiddle with my finger nervously.
"I know that... But-" I was cut off by the blonde's booming voice, interrupting mine.

"Renn! I need you to stop being delusional. You need to face the truth just as much as I do." his tone is cold and harsh as I lower my head, tears prickling in my eyes, I might be being sensitive. But it hurt to know someone I know might die, and I can't do anything about it. I felt like an insignificant fly that couldn't do anything to help in the community, just always being the one in the way... Oh, how it hurts...

"Sorry, Lynix... I'm just trying to help, but I've obviously not... But if you would tell me then maybe I can." I offer, with hope filling my eyes, that maybe he would accept to tell me what's wrong... All I want to do is help him through a cruel time in his life, at his lowest point...
I want to help...

"You can't help. No one can help me." Lynix mutters, loud enough for me to clearly hear his words. I could feel the whole world shatter around me, a useless feeling crawling up in my stomach, I felt anger and sadness, a truly terrible mix to have... I felt so many emotions overcrowd my mind as I frown slightly, tears threatening to fall on my face...

I felt so pathetic like I just got thrown to the side like a green pea on a picky kid's plate, or like a fruit in a kid's lunch box. I took deep breaths, trying to calm myself, my eyes narrowing, filling with tears as I clenched my teeth, my fists balling slightly.

"Why can't I help!? Why can't anyone help!? Why do you have to push away people who are trying to help!?" I exclaim, my stupid mouth opening and ruining everything, tears start to slowly fall from my face as I abruptly shoot out of my chair glaring at him with anger and sorrow.

'Why couldn't I just shut up?'

"You wouldn't understand!" Lynix yells back, with furry and hostility towards me, his tone harsh and cold sounding, mine just sounding like pity little mistake compared to his harsh voice, as I let out a huff, calming myself down so I have more control over my outraged, yet sorrow-filled voice.

"You don't have to face what you're going through alone... We're your friends. We're here to help each other and be there at the lowest points of life." I say in a much calmer tone, my tone less sorrow-filled, but I use pity to my advantage in the situation, tears slowly run down my cheeks as Lynix's face softens.

"I... I'm sorry. I was being too cocky for my own strength... I underestimated my situation. And was selfish to you and the other's feelings..." Lynix mutters, his face was filled with grief as his eyes look at me, filled with an apologetic gaze. Lynix's own tears were starting to fall from his face.

I smiled slightly, glad he had come to his senses and pulled him into a hug letting the blonde male cry on his shoulder, it was clear he needed the comfort... I rub his back in a comforting way as my upper sleeves get soaked from the male's tears leaving his eyes.

"We'll always be here to help you... No matter what. We're your friends..." 

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Bionic's POV
I knock on the wooden door with my harsh fist hitting the wood.
"Doni! Open up!" I yell as the grumpy owl opens the door with an angry murmur from under his breath as he glares at me.

"What the hell do you want?" he asks me as I give him a serious look then politely asking
"Can I come in? We need to talk." my tone was calm as Doni, reluctantly let me through.

"So, what's so important that you had to come over?"

"It's about Rage..."

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What's that? A cliffhanger. HOW DARE YOU KURAI!
I know, I know. I'm a big meanie. But at least you're gonna get a quick update... Hopefully.
I apologize for the cringeyness of the angst. And fluff? I have no idea. I haven't eaten anything since yesterday. Maybe I just need some food. Anyway. Bye, I'm gonna go eat something.
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