Te trouver (Paranormal Romance)

Chapter 9 Katy

              My God ! It's not true ! Among all the spirits in the world, it took Scott Johnson to appear before me. The only guy I had to put up with on screen so at home, let's not talk about it !

When it suddenly materialized, I was stunned to contemplate it. He's taller than I thought and my God even more beautiful in real life than on TV. Her eyes are even clearer than mine, her hair that oscillates between blond and brown is slightly wavy, her delicate features are just sublime not to mention her mouth with perfect lips. He was dressed in black jeans, a blue t–shirt and wore sneakers. Even in a dream, I would never have believed to see one day Mr handsome kid dressed like everyone else. When my heart raced I had to turn away from him to collect my spirits and remind myself what a pretentious being he is. Besides, his first sentence was the typical example.

Luckily he's gone and with any luck he won't be back. Why am I so hot all at once ? I wanted him to go and it's done so why am I starting to feel guilty for putting him out ?

I quickly wipe my eyes at the horrors he threw right in my face, well I wasn't pleasant either, I admit. Yet when he told me that I was the first to hear him since his death, I read so much sincerity and sadness in his eyes that it touched my heart. What if he's right and I've been wrong about him for years ? If he wasn't that pretentious, selfish man that I always believed ? He was right on one point at least, I don't know anything about his life and since I don't want to die stupid, I turn on my computer to search for information. Quickly, I found his biography:

Scott Johnson is an American actor who died at the age of forty–two in a terrible motorcycle accident not far from his Los Angeles residence on April 30, 2014.

He is best known for his role as Greg Fink in the hit crime drama LA Cops Generation, although he is also known to have appeared in around 30 feature films, some of which have propelled him to the forefront of the international stage.

The actor who was often the prey of the paparazzi because of his multiple conquests is less known for his charitable commitments. Yet he was an unwavering volunteer in actions against hunger in the world. He also participated financially in nature protection programs as well as in the fight against AIDS. He was also present to visit hospitalized children suffering from serious illnesses.

Since the news of his death, an abandoned animal shelter has reported Scott Johnson often volunteered to take care of their care and never shy away from any task.

– Scott wanted his commitments to remain private, his agent said. It was through these actions that he found a balance, that is what allowed him to keep his feet on the ground.

Today everyone is mourning his departure which came far too early.

A complete filmography of the actor follows.

I read the text several times as I am stunned. Hey shit ! I understand better why he was so angry when I insulted him, my God but what a bitch I am ! He was right, if I had been smarter, I would have inquired before I sent him out for a walk like that. Well this time I feel really guilty. It's definitely not my day. If he ever comes back, I'll have to apologize. Damn, I can already imagine the superior look he's sure to take, just thinking about it pisses me off again. But I also know that if I'm being totally honest with myself, yelling at him was just a way to express the anger I've been feeling for the past two years. Not having Dan on hand, it was Scott who took it.

I often feel like my heart will explode under the weight of memories and regrets. A beer is what I need. I go into the kitchen and not finding my happiness, I fall back on vodka with orange juice. Before pouring myself a drink, I prepare some aspirin, I already know that I will need it tomorrow morning.