Shadow's Pov:
I left him. Once again, so is this the feeling of running away from your problems? I don't feel like I'm free, but...it's still there, still not solved. What am I supposed to do, I mean...i— it's not right to love another male, it doesn't suit right with me.
But some other people do think it's right...
I've been walking for an hour, without having an idea of where should I go or stop.
I have never liked someone in my entire life, and I never also thought that I would end up in this situation because I never thought about it.
And now... wait.
Something's wrong
What is that feeling, what is this tingling feeling inside my stomach??
My heart's pounding so much
What is happe-
...
Sonic.
~𝐹𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠
I ran into the woods, right now I need a moment alone. Everything hurts, the pain is much unbearable now. It was a mistake I did years ago but why does it keep haunting me in my sleep, I'm very wide awake of what I did, I tried my best to save her but terribly failed.
I fucking know how useless I am that day, why does it keep reminding me!!!
I finally stopped, I fell to my knees while holding my chest. I'm sobbing immensely, tears is dropping like a waterfall, I couldn't contain my cries anymore. Fuck it if someone hears it, I'm so tired of everything right now.
Suddenly I heard a twig snapped, most likely a footstep. I didn't turn around to see who or what it was, I no longer care anymore if it started to attack me.
A felt a hand touch my shoulder, it felt familiar... "Shadow...? Are you okay?" Just what I need. "What the fuck are you doing here."
"Late night errands, I should be the one who's asking you that— are you...crying? What happened??"
"It doesn't matter if do, now let go of m-"
He quickly embraced me, almost causing me to lose my balance. I wanted to push him back but...the warmness, is comforting. "I know you don't like to open up and physical touch is also not your thing but, this is the only thing I can provide for you, I wanna let you know that...there's always someone who will assist you in times of loneliness, you'll never be alone while carrying your problems, shadow..."
Someone who will assist me...
I've been wanting to have someone like that, in a very long time.
I couldn't put up my usual irritable mask, not now. I hugged back. And let it all out.
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I Wish You're A Girl (Sonadow)
RomanceSonic is madly in love with his rival, he often shows how much he loves him. But shadow on the other hand, wasn't sure what to feel about it. They're both boys, how can it work??? "Why not..." He's afraid of attachment, and he doesn't even know wha...
