I don't care about the view, however I appreciate anyone reading this little book. It's been one year since the update, I think.
I changed my online name. Bloom or Rainy if you want to call me that. Alot of changing in my life, I would say that. I'm now in 12th grade in high school. I planned to go University by taking course Literature. I want to get married someday. I have a crush, but he is really a silly boy who is ignorant about everything really.
I love my family now. I love my self a little bit. Life is still rough, but I manage, I guess. I would love to have therapy again. But because of money I guess, I want to talk freely in here.
I haved suicidal thoughts and suicidal ideation in my life's. Still thinking about it. But I don't want to leave yet. I also want to 'hurt myself' stages, but I don't have the guts.
Two years ago, I didn't tell anyone anything. However, I tell my two friends about this. My best friends, and probably close friends. They're really helpful, kind to me as well. I deserve them and am thankful for that.
Well, that's all. I planned to write poetry in this little app. Thank you so much for reading, see you later. Probably in another year or months.
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Diary (VENT)
No FicciónMy name Bloom, a girl who very confused about many things. Adventorous girl who search who she has who wanna be? A girl with a no perfect family.
