1. Hi myself, how are you today? Been myself or in relationship? Happy or Sad?
So today, I really tired om several days. School, art, identity crisis, purpose of life. I've been lazy so many month. Because of this, I leaving an minimal job on school. I hate sains and matematics. so hard and my head is hurts. so much responsibility.
Been middle child's have up and downs, been older and little of three kids really fricking tired. I don't have time for myself. My big brother really big silly, but hit home, tbh. If you khow what I means. Sorry, I ramble alot. But here I am. My teachers really kind's, but I put myself in stress. Not good for my mental health. Maybe I'm strong kids, but I'm not. Really weak girl in been so much responsibility. I escaped reality by in social media.
Sometime I hate myself and my family. Like love-hate relationship. not just my mental health i've been struggling. but my confidence and self-esteem. I'm worthless and ugly person. so many mistakes i done in my past.
Thats all.
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Diary (VENT)
Não FicçãoMy name Bloom, a girl who very confused about many things. Adventorous girl who search who she has who wanna be? A girl with a no perfect family.
