Sometimes I think about all these sentences that people have said to me in my life. These sentences that really hurt me.
“We don’t care about your life” I understand, my life sucks.
“you need to lose weight” I try not to eat for that.
“you sing badly and you run strangely” so I stopped singing and running.
“We want to talk among ourselves but you’re ruining everything!” I know, it's always my fault anyway.
“you’re useless” I know.
"you're hurting me, Iliana. You know that?!" I know, I hurt myself too.
And there are many others, but so many that I couldn't list them all. Then people ask me, “why did you change?” “Why don’t you have confidence in yourself?” ... because they managed to break that trust in me. I changed because I no longer want people to walk all over me and think I'm a naive and sensitive girl. Never again.
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PoetryI'm going to talk about myself in this story. About my thoughts, problems, feelings, etc. (I didn't know what to put as a cover so I put this photo that I found on Pinterest lol)